I'm living a similar situation, but some simple actions are helping me to deal with it:
Don't worry about things that you can't change,
let the future bring answers,  don't think about future problems.
Try some hobbie, listen musics that you like, learn something new.
depression is a serious thing, you need to fight against it.
I hope you get well soon, sincerly. 

Any armed combat is a horrific thing, but we can't deny that most of industrial, technological, political, and medicinal advances are from the necessities during a war.

Probably, death will continue a total mystery until the extinction of the human race, that's why we think so much about that.
All cultures in the world (in generalized way) believes in some sort of "eternal existence".
But in my opinion the death and destruction are part of a natural cycle of the universe.

I believe. When younger, i experienced some weird things involving premonitions and telepathy, i don't discard the possibility of coincidence but,  for sure our reality is much more complex  than we imagine.
Maybe, one day, the quantum physics will help us to understand more about these phenomenons

In 2015 i worked hard for about 3 months on faucets and make about 0.13
Today we have less faucets options, and low rewards,
i really don't expect to get 1BTC from faucets, it will be more than a year,
its too much effort and time wasted

Rapaz... últimamente faucets estão muito escassos, mas ai vão alguns que valem a pena pela Ref:
http://bitcoin-faucet.bitmmgp.ru/
https://www.bestchange.com/
http://cokefaucet.xyz/
http://coinfreelancer.com
http://mybitco.net
http://bonusbitcoin.co/
www.ifaucet.xyz/


também é bom dar uma olhada na lista: https://faucethub.io/faucets/BTC e ifaucet.net

Do you accept Brazil (+55) numbers?

Here

BTC adress: 1Bzn9xatR3Yj3WawQ1YV4N6E7ZaDGdxJwE

Não confie.
ja tive a infelicidade de criar uma conta no bitzfree.com, simplesmente deletaram meu cadastro. Por sorte não investi nada, apenas meu tempo.
Por mais confiável que um site desse tipo possa parecer (o que não é o caso do bitzfree), o mais provável é que mais cedo ou mais tarde vão sumir com todo dinheiro dos investidores.

I really want to do my first work here!
if possible, PM me.

Primeiramente, Olá a todos.
Um dos primeiros tópicos que eu visualizo, muita informação relevante! obrigado.
Me arrependo de não ter ingressado neste forúm a mais tempo.