Yet you strongly believe in the bible. Did you see god creating the universe?

If homosexuals are legalized, what I fear is the future of more and more people who want to be gay and lesbian. Why am I afraid? Because gays and lesbians can not bear children. Think about it, nobody gives birth - no children - gays and lesbians can not adopt children. Gay and Lesbians aging, then die, humans were gone lol.

Amid Sweden's extensive preparations for Aurora 17, the upcoming major military exercise with a historic appearance of American tanks, a US military chief suggested that no island was more important than Sweden's Gotland, which is looking forward to an extensive remilitarization on the pretense of a "Russian threat."

The next large-scale strategic command-and-staff drills will take place in western Russia under the title ‘Zapad-2017’, the Russian Defense Ministry’s chief of General Staff said Wednesday.

I'm writing this post to not only tell my story but also to reach out to those that have the same exact problem. I lurked around for posts about sissification addiction for a brief period of time and found that a lot of people have found this fetish to be especially "powerful" in its holding on them as an addiction and its nature to start destroying their lives through loss of self-esteem and depression. I've never written anything like this, so...here it goes. I know I'm in a safe community that is supportive of each other to relinquish addictions. It's a long read, so feel free to skim it, or at the very least, read the last few paragraphs.

I don't remember how I stumbled across something that aroused me, but it was when I was quite young - probably when I was 7 or 8. Of course, it was on the internet. I saw this YouTube video of two girls making out, and that was the introduction to my arousal. Sooner or later, I discovered how to masturbate and was doing it once to multiple times a day. During the summer when school was out, this frequency increased to even 5 times a day. In high school, I talked to a few of my closest guy friends the same age as me about doing this when I was younger and they related in doing the same. I thought of it as normal, and it was no problem, because as I got older, the frequency stopped. I brushed it all off as just a thing that happens in puberty.

Looking back, though, I found myself to watch increasingly bizarre porn. I attribute this all to dopamine, of course, as many of you may know. Masturbation is very much like a drug, and as you do it more often, you tend to want more of it and a stronger dose of it in endeavor to reach that glorious high you experienced the first few times. As "normal" porn got boring, I started looking into categories that, well, society would consider to be "normal fetishes." Anal, feet, domination, submission, bondage, hentai, rape, latex, erotic asphyxiation, all that kind of stuff. I guess I was insidiously smart and cunning as a young kid from the age of 8-12 to start looking into this while keeping it a secret from my parents, sister, and brother.

I found all of these categories to be boring and even looked into those "bizarre porn" sites that had fake snuff videos and just plain weird is-that-even-porn-anymore kind of stuff. I've since grown out of this and thought I saw it all. The thing is, despite watching all of these intense categories of porn, as dysfunctional as it seems, it never ruined all the other aspects of my life. I had a girlfriend in high school, got accepted into a university, was ambitious with fitness, and strived to better myself in every way imaginable - physically, emotionally, morally, socially, productively, etc.

I'm prefacing my current addiction with all of this back story to paint the picture of the kind of stuff I let myself masturbate to since I was kid. Despite looking at all of that kind of porn, it never messed my life up. My confidence was through the roof, and I never let the porn control me. For years, especially towards the end of high school through college, I never had to watch porn. I had a couple of girlfriends in college and even had a reputation to be the best looking and most charismatic guy in my large social circle in college. A lot of my guy friends opened up to being envious of me in various ways, from my ambition, to my physique, to my philosophies on life, to my positive outlook on life, to my ability to weave through social situations - including socializing with girls - so easily.

Fast forward to a couple of years after college. I had my own place and, as a result, found that I was able to spend a lot of time with myself without any obligation to having to see faces like I did in college due to dorm and campus life. I still went out and kept up with a lifestyle of partying. I met a lot of people, and some were bad influences. Inevitably, I fell into drugs like weed, cocaine, MDMA, acid, shrooms, and such. Reflecting on it all, it seems to have been the case that the partying lifestyle no longer gave me the thrill and excitement it used to, and I "graduated" to other things that gave me that rush again (tying back to the whole dopamine thing I described before).

I became so accustomed to the use of the drugs - mainly weed - that I developed a comfortable identity with my not-sober mind, and spent a lot more time in isolation. This consequently led me to start masturbating more, especially because smoking weed made me horny. I restarted the vicious path of searching online for more and more intense porn. That's when I stumbled across sissification.

At first, it was a fantasy, of course. However, the culture of sissification hypnosis and encouragement, for some reason, never grew old, and started to mess with my life. It's been over a year since I found this fetish, and even until now, I still find an immense thrill from it. It's never getting old, but I started to want a more intense experience with this category. I started to develop a habit of smoking weed all the time and masturbating to this kind of porn. Then, I started to buy girls' clothes to crossdress. I bought sex toys to explore anal for myself.

I became increasingly ashamed of myself, and after each time I did it, I knew that it was the last straw and that I could not continue doing this. It would literally ruin my whole day and make me want to stay isolated, in irrational fear that people would find out about it if I showed my face anywhere. I'm sure you're all aware of what that irrational fear feels like.

Of course, like what is expected of this vicious cycle, the arousal and desire would come back. I definitely messed up my dopamine system or whatever it is, because nothing else in life excites me. I even started making financial goals towards spending more money on crossdressing and even fantasized about going out to hook up with guys. I'm fucking heterosexual, and I know that this desire isn't because I'm gay. It doesn't even have to do with sex for the sake of sex - it's to chase that high I had the very first time I stumbled across sissification. I even bought these latex panties that have a sheath for my dick as well as for my ass and fantasized about wearing it and prepping myself so that I could hook up with guys with assurance of not catching STDs (and also to add thrill from the latex fetish that I had before). It's like I developed an alter ego of "being a sissy," which all of these sissification hypnosis things encourage oh so much.

When I look in the mirror, I don't feel good about myself. I feel weak and ugly. My self-esteem is at an all-time low, and it's difficult for me to have one single day that's normal. I'm no longer ambitious in the goals I set out for myself because I anticipate that putting in hard work and effort to achieving them will not have the same level of satisfaction as simply dressing up, smoking weed, and masturbating away.

I've decided to write this because I did the most absurd thing yet for myself. I dressed up, put on the latex panties, and put on this butt plug that had a cock ring attached to it. I put lube, weed, and a dildo in a bag and went out at night. I smoked a lot to loosen my inhibitions and went out for a walk. I never experienced the thrill of being dressed up outside and running the risk of being caught. I walked to a nearby park to find a dark, isolated spot to do my thing. That's when I found a portable bathroom and thought, in my high and aroused state of mind, that it was the best idea to do it in there because of how dirty and reminiscent of a slut it would be to do so. I went in there and placed the dildo on the toilet seat cover (there's a suction). I pulled down the tight pants I was wearing and switched between riding the dildo and putting the buttplug back in. I did this until I couldn't help myself and put the buttplug in and cockring on. I remember it being at least half an hour of feeling pure ecstasy and losing my mind. I had the added thrill of being in the public and being in a dirty portable bathroom due to the danger of running some type of risk of disease or what you would expect a dirty bathroom to have. I distinctly remember, in the moment, I made the decision in my mind that this was going to be my lifestyle - until I came. That's when everything came crashing down. I never felt such guilt, shame, and even fear of being caught.

I got back home and decided to trash everything I had - the dildo, the plug, the clothes, the weed - everything that only perpetuated this habit and addiction. I woke up the next day, still in shock with what I had done. I couldn't bring myself to leave my apartment and show my face, again due to that irrational fear of somebody knowing.

There's something about this sissification culture and community that has a deep holding on me, and I know many people feel the same way based on the posts I've seen on here and other forums. This was a long post, and I'm sorry if it was very much of a long read, but I needed to share this story in order to reach out to those on the same dark page as me and to reach out to others that may empathize with me.

I want to form a support system to help each other get back on the right track. I want all of us to regain our self-confidence and regain control of every aspect of our lives. I want us all to prevail in our goal to end our addictions so we can live our life liberated from the dark habits we put ourselves through.

Objectively speaking, sexbots are just a type of sex toy, albeit one that offers an experience quite similar to real sex. I would definitely try sexbots as it's no different than using sex toys like fleshlights and vibrators. The end result is sexual stimulation and it'd be hypocrisy to abstain from sexbots just because it'd have a fake face to look at.

Lol what a 3rd world circle jerk this thread is.

China and Russia cant do shit else they would have done it already.

Fact.

Finally, even the Co-founder of ethereum said that the current rise in price by ethereum is powered by ICO's. Soon I hope ETH devs would have a way to regulate ICO's, because if this continues, we will see yet another hack on ETH chain or more bugs. For now I think ethereum will show it's real value sooner or later and go down more.

Because consumerism creates the desire for junk that you may believe will make you feel better for a bit. That's a slightly lighter proposition than allowing a gender that would otherwise repulse you run riot all over your toilet area and stick their fingers, tongues, willies and other appendages inside intimate holes in your body.

Unlike everyone else here I appear to be a nature over nurture type. There is nothing anyone can do in any capacity to make me want to fuck a bloke. I simply do not want to and never will. I don't see how some crappily put together pictures and words will change that.

Initial coin offerings, a means of crowdfunding for blockchain-technology companies, have caught so much attention that even the co-founder of the ethereum network, where many of these digital coins are built, says it’s time for things to cool down in a big way.

“People say ICOs are great for ethereum because, look at the price, but it’s a ticking time-bomb,” Charles Hoskinson, who helped develop ethereum, said in an interview. “There’s an over-tokenization of things as companies are issuing tokens when the same tasks can be achieved with existing blockchains. People are blinded by fast and easy money.”

Firms have raised $1.3 billion this year in digital coin sales, surpassing venture capital funding of blockchain companies and up more than six-fold from the total raised last year, according to Autonomous Research. Ether, the digital currency linked to the ethereum blockchain, surged from around $8 after its ICO at the start of the year to just under $400 last month. It’s since dropped by about 50 percent.

Hoskinson, who runs technology research firm IOHK, is part of a growing chorus of blockchain watchers voicing concern about the rapid surge in cryptocurrency prices and digital coin crowdsales that have collected millions of dollars in minutes. Regulation is the biggest risk to the sector, as it’s likely that the U.S. Securities and Exchange Commission, which has remained on the sidelines, will step in to say that digital coins are securities, he said.

Startups raising money through ICOs usually skip the safeguards required in traditional securities sales, like making sure they’re dealing with accredited investors and verifying the source of funds. That could lead to lawsuits in the future, as digital coin buyers can sue the issuer claiming they didn’t know the risks of buying those assets, Hoskinson said.

Read more on the hack of CoinDash’s ICO

Hoskinson joined the ethereum founding team in late 2013 and left in June 2014 as he advocated for a for-profit entity while others in the team led by Vitalik Buterin wanted to keep it as not-for-profit.

Ripple Chief Executive Officer Brad Garlinghouse had a similar view regarding regulatory risks. Teams listing companies offshore and selling their coins to investors outside the U.S. are naïve to think there are no investor protection laws elsewhere, and also expects that the SEC will eventually say cryptocurrencies are securities, he said in an interview last week.

Ripple is a money-transfer company based on the blockchain technology, that’s tied to the third-largest cryptocurrency by market value.

“ICOs operating in the Wild West of finance isn’t sustainable,” Garlinghouse said. “If it talks like a duck and walks like a duck, the SEC will say it’s a duck.”

I am 99.99% sure that neither China nor Russia is going to invade the United States or the European Union. So it will be the US and its NATO allies invading Russia / China in a future WW3 scenario. In that case, things will get extremely complex, as Russia+China is close to 26 million sq.kms in surface area. Invading a region of that size would need tens, if not hundreds of millions of soldiers.

Another gay orgy has been unearthed in the Vatican. The Italian newspaper Il Fatto Quotidiano reports that Vatican police discovered the sex party in the apartment of a high-ranking aid.

The unnamed aid holds the position of secretary to Cardinal Francesco Coccopalmerio, one of Pope Francis’s top advisers.  The apartment is also the property of the Congregation for the Doctrine of Faith, the division responsible for investigating clerics accused of sex abuse crimes.

Vatican police allegedly received complaints from neighbors about loud noises coming from the secretary’s residence. Reports suggest that the police entered the apartment to find men engaged in sexual activity and drugs.

Make it big! At the first hour i would send all gps position of all the clinton globalist... and then add death squads game all over russia... 10000 targets continuous flow. Just that them aka the western "elites" understsnd that none of their children will survive. And for the fun a tag game before their mansions... a little cudly bear fluorescent... so at night when their drivers flash the light over it... they start to get it.

AMEN. Im not so much against non normative sexual behaviors/preferences as much as I am against the normalization of it. Its odd too me how every show has a gay couple, but I dont know any gay or lesbian couples, and I actually have had a decent amount of LGBQT peeps (never been friends with a transgender, product of circumstance). to be the most frank, its the level of sexualization aimed at the kids, period. they cant buy products; they cant vote, why do corps aim content thats controversial at a market that shouldnt even be able to interpret it? i see an agenda there, but the motives arent so clear to me. no one benefits from the normalization of such a fringe behavior. let it ride, people should be able to practice their will; but how much effort should we spend promoting a lifestyle that less than 1 percent of actors participate in?

rights, and the ability to live without being discriminated against, is one thing. but normalization of hyper fringe behavior is a completely different beast.

edit: dammit ill say it, that picture is fucking terrifying. the person looks like one of those mechanical genies, but in the flesh. i feel like I will have to play a shell game for my soul

Hi everyone,

What advice would you give a HS senior in US about to decide on and/or enter college ?