If you have been to a doctor that claims you are bipolar this is good but not good if this is a self diagnosis. See a doctor that can tell you the severity of the problem because bipolar/compulsive/obsessive disorders have ranges of severity and they can manifest with the improper label of sexual addiction. Medications can help you to control your impulses when the level of the disorder is severe.

I hate ebay so much.

I had someone sell me fake software long time ago. Ebay would not help so no choice but to do a charge back. After while I said to myself hmmmmm maybe ebay has fixed their problems since then because I stayed away from that site for 10 years! Two days ago I purchased a couple of items but the transactions did not appear in ebay history, ebay sent no confirmation email, but the charges are pending in my bank account. Called up ebay and paypal and they stated "we can cannot confirm or deny the existence of those transactions on our system".

So I said well, I can not confirm or deny that I will be issuing a charge back.

freakin ebay still worthless 10 years later...

Still waiting to hear back from the seller before clicking that refund button but I doubt he even sees the transaction on his end.

Have you ever been checked by a doctor for bipolar/compulsive/obsessive disorders? Do you take drugs of any kind?

Do you easily become angry or scream/argue with those you care about?

Why are you confessing on a forum?

"It was like a visit from Don Corleone. I expected to find a bloody computer monitor in my bed the next day" lol

This video makes me feel very old because I remember using mosaic then netscape and then settling with mozzila. Why don't they ever mention the bbs systems back in the day? ;-)