I'm sure of this, there are real experiments like how we observe water crystals and affect our emotions. Or my experience when using my thoughts to move the stone pendulum in the ways that I want.
In the process of observing life during this time, I realized the collective consciousness that surrounds, worries, and fears through events such as wars, epidemics, famines and economic crises. And I wonder where all this comes from. We are killing more animals, cutting down more forests,... is one reason. The second reason I think about is the way humanity operates its life according to material, money, .. emotions of winning and losing, gain and loss. When these energies resonated enough to attract the same things that happen to us today. I won't advise you to do anything but just give my point of view.

What I hear the most in Buddhism is nirvana or reality. God I've only seen one movie about his life but the thing that impressed me the most was God the Father. What I hear from spiritual people like osho is a feeling of ecstasy within me.
As for my own experience, the feeling of bliss of staying in one place is indescribable. It covers all the emotions that I can feel like freedom, love.... There you just mean it. consciousness to perceive there is nothing to compare but yellow. When I took my consciousness away, I felt like I was integrated into all life... the feeling at that time could only be said to be interesting because I had witnessed it. Then a place opposite to it, only darkness, fell into a deep pit of confusion, fear to the extreme. In another experience in the golden space I encountered an entity that communicated telepathically, I asked to know the truth and layers of golden light ran through me again. The entity that I am talking about and me in that space are only two points of light but aware that we are there.

1 - You feel as if your life was a mistake
2- You crave meaning and purpose
3- You realize that "a lot of the things that you have been taught are all lies"
4 - You feel completely lost and alone
5 - You see through "social illusions"
6 - You can see that "the majority of people" are unhappy
7 - You begin to experience deep empathy and compassion
8 - You want to be alone
9 - Every conversation becomes quite shallow
10 - You want to quit your job
11 - You crave authenticity and truth
12 - You become aware of your old negative habits
13 - You feel anxiety and / or depression
14 - You want to do something to make the world a better place
15 - You really want to understand who you are
16 - Your intuition becomes more acute
17 - The "meaningful randomness"
18 - You feel like you want to know more and more curious
19 - You begin to love unconditionally
20 - You see that "We are all one"