DMT, eh Dank? Oh my. Why, was that some sort of therapy (huh?) or were you just taking that shit because you felt like it?
Anyway. You said we're all making mistakes and everyone must be wrong sometime. Or something along those lines. Guess that includes you as well. So, did it ever cross your mind that you might be wrong all along, and that they (your parents, doctor...) were actually right? Are you completely dismissing the possibility that you could really have a problem with your health?
I have enough life experiences to know that I am on the right path. For me to be wrong would equate the injustices I have experienced and many have experienced from the tyrannical forces of the world as right.
The ones who treat others with hate and negativity are the one's doing the wrong, not those that believe in love and infinity. This is a repeating pattern in history. Someone arises out of a greedy society and speaks against it and they are ridiculed, brutalized and killed as a result. I am in the same position, but I believe I cannot be killed if someone tried.
I am in better health than most everyone I see. When I lived a life of negativity, my health diminished vastly. Since I found love, understanding and purpose in life, I got in the best health I have ever been in. Negative thought patterns lead to negative health patterns and disease, misalignment with your body and the universe.
I have admitted I was wrong many more times than others will in their life. But I have seen the truth, I know the truth within, and the more I live, the more the truth is confirmed.
And I initially used DMT to see what it was. I was interested in expanding my mind into that dimension of existence. I used it twice after and the third time I was probably using it more so recreationally than to spiritually evolve. My third DMT trip was quite bad as a result, the being was clearly angry with me and I realized that I should only use DMT when in pursuit of spiritual evolution.
Since then, I have tried to make DMT a more spiritually immersive experience. Aya was a very humbling experience the first time I drank it, the spirit you encounter is so wise and so evolved. The next few times I became better acquainted with it and I grew very much from the experience.