To grow faster,
* I believe you gotta focus on yourself,
Sorry OP but I deleted all the words you advice after this one coz I think all of it will just be flowing after focusing on this one. Focusing on oneself is a key factor in trading, not saying it's the only thing you need just a key factor, because self-growth is so much more than just a green profit. By simply focusing on yourself you can achieve such things like self-awareness, increase your motivation, and will have a better-decision making which is crucial in trading.
But you gotta focus on your first!!! Develop yourself intentionally
Self-development in other word. Strive to upgrade yourself to your best version.
You'll be hated after you achieve all of ‘em but don't fold or neglect what you've been doing, it's only proof you're doing something right.
With this in no distant time you will be 10x better than you're.
They hate it when they see it falling apart at first, but that debris will be your stepping stone. You don't need to be better than anyone else, you just have to be the better version of yourself progressively.