Hope everything is fine; it seems you are again inactive. As I mentioned, don't be hopeless in my previous reply. And you must need to be engaged in active discussion. So your stress will be reduced, and you will keep updated about the forum. Since you are financially in trouble, try to be more constructive on the forum. So probably you may get in any signature campaign that would support a bit.
Again, forget your past and focus on your future. Your problems, you have to solve. We all don't live in heaven anyway; sometimes we have to struggle in different ways. It's life and will not be as smooth as we think. Accept it and make your own place in the world.
Thank you for your advice and for motivating me. I am now fully preparing to become active on the forum, and I think I am now mentally ready to post regularly like before. Everyone's good comments have inspired me to forget the past and try to do something new and good.
Because I didn't give up, I tried to get to know the world anew from the hospital bed. Since I'm back again, now my new target will be to become a Legendary Member, which is my dream.
Yes, but we see his desire to participate in signature campaigns; as you can see, he submitted several applications. However, OP, perhaps you forgot that one desire and announcement of your return is not enough for managers to accept you right away. You were given good advice to be active since everyone certainly understands the importance of maintaining health, and everyone welcomes you, but your debts are also hanging on you. You need to understand that only with your enthusiasm and activity will you be able to pay them off faster.
I am trying to be fully active. Yes, I am in financial trouble. But if I am as active as before, the signature campaign manager will definitely think about taking me on the campaign. My treatment is still ongoing, but I have recovered enough to be active on the forum. Thank you all for thinking about my problem. I am very lucky to be a member of this community.