I am happy to be back on BitcoinTalk for the second time.

[ScamViruS]

I feel blessed to be back on the bitcointalk forum, I have missed you all so much. 2024 has been a very bad year for me. Starting from family problems, all kinds of bad situations that can arise have happened to me.

Since October 2024, I have had some problems with my body, I did not pay much attention to it at first, but due to rapid weight loss and shortness of breath, I sought medical attention. After going to the doctor, I found out through various tests that a spot was found in my lungs, which required me to be hospitalized and undergo further tests. In the meantime, my health continued to deteriorate, and I lost 17 kg in weight within 3 months. The doctor reviewed all the test reports and concluded that I had tuberculosis, which would require 6 months of treatment.

In the meantime, due to high SGPT ALT, I have to be under close observation of the doctor, which has cost me a lot of money. After a long four months of treatment, I now feel much better. And I will be able to be active again in my beloved Bitcointalk like before.

But on the other hand, I am not in good condition. My treatment and long stay in the hospital cost me a lot of money, leaving me completely financially bankrupt. And because of this financial crisis, I even tried to commit suicide once but I couldn't because I thought about my mother. Because if I'm not alive, there will be no one to look after my mother.

I have realized that life is very unpredictable, any bad thing can happen to us at any time. So I apologize to all of you for all the mistakes I have made in the past, because I have now come across a situation where I did not even have the opportunity to apologize to anyone. Maybe God has given me another chance to return to my beloved BitcoinTalk community.

Please pray for me, so that I can recover completely and have the opportunity to work in the community like before. And may I receive your support so that I can be motivated to contribute to the community like before.

Thank you all.

[Obim34]

Welcome back to the forum, and i hope you remain in good health.

Everything should go a step at a time, one step is identifying and taking the necessary treatment, and another is the process of recovering fully, which takes some more time to do so. Make sure to comply with your discharge planning, it is important even when you keep visiting the forum, your health should be the priority till you are much better.

I also had a health deficiency (still untraced), symptoms started from September 2024 until nearly two months ago, since then i have not had the symptoms for this period. Two hospitals have still not identified what it is with several tests concluded, now i'm just living my life with the hope that it isn't any life-threatening. NVM, welcome back.

[nutildah]

OK well, glad to hear you're feeling better, and you should pay back your loan to shasan first and foremost. Even if you can only pay back a little bit at a time, your willingness to resolve that matter will go a long way in establishing the future outcome of your account here. That should be the only thing you are concerned about as far as anything on the forum goes.

[ScamViruS]

OK well, glad to hear you're feeling better, and you should pay back your loan to shasan first and foremost. Even if you can only pay back a little bit at a time, your willingness to resolve that matter will go a long way in establishing the future outcome of your account here. That should be the only thing you are concerned about as far as anything on the forum goes.

I have already contacted shasan regarding loan repayment. Hopefully me and shasan will come to a solution so that we can find a solution and repay the loan in a short time.

Thank you nutildah for your advice, I appreciate this advice.

[KingsDen]

Welcome back ScamVirus!
I remember you very well during my newbie days, ScamVirus and Smartvirus were the viruses I knew in the forum. Without this your thread, I didn't realise you disappeared. This makes me think how many people have disappeared from here, unknown to us.
Please continue to take care of your health. Health first....

OK well, glad to hear you're feeling better, and you should pay back your loan to shasan first and foremost. Even if you can only pay back a little bit at a time, your willingness to resolve that matter will go a long way in establishing the future outcome of your account here. That should be the only thing you are concerned about as far as anything on the forum goes.

Wow, I wonder how he will handle this, concerning his financial situation as he described above.

[Btcdeybodi]

Welcome back to the forum, wish you speedy recovery. One with good health don't know he's enjoying all the wealth in the world as good health is wealth in disguise. If you walk around the hospitals and see so many people with different sicknesses and diseases, you will sure be grateful for sound health even though you don't have enough money and resources. You can have all the money in this world and still spend all on your health and afterwards go broke or even die in the end, therefore i wish everyone good health.

Your story is so emotional, but however, it's better you still have the privilege to interact with us here in the community and i pray for perfection of your health. Best wishes

I even tried to commit suicide once but I couldn't because I thought about my mother. Because if I'm not alive, there will be no one to look after my mother.

Worst thing anyone will do in this earth is taking a life they didn't create. On no account should you ever think of committing suicide, it is the worst form of death. Perhaps, if you didn't had compassion on your mother who brought you to this earth, who knows you might succeeded in committing suicide. There are people who are in worst situations than you, never think your own case is the most severe and complicated. We keep trying our best even when our strength wants to fail us sometimes.

[Strongkored]

Welcome back to this forum.
Tuberculosis is a disease that can be cured, you just need to routinely follow all treatments, do not skip any medication that must be consumed and always be optimistic that all of this can be overcome.
Hopefully your loan problem will have a solution with Shasan, who I know is a person who is always open to discussion and also certainly understands that you need time to be able to settle the debt.

[Die_empty]

The most important thing now is that you have regained your health. The lesson is that we should give proper attention to our health because, without it, we have nothing.  I recently observed that a certain lifestyle was harming my health. And immediately, I decided to quit because the effect might be devastating if I continued. I hope you get back on your feet and start working again to enable you to pay your financial obligations. Hope your mother is in good health, considering how your past condition might have affected her. Take good care of yourself, buddy.

[Findingnemo]

'Health is wealth', we don't understand the significance of health until we fall into some serious illness. Good to know that you are recovering and keep on your medication as long as it is recommended by the doctor. I was also diagnosed with an illness that is gonna stay with me forever but thank goodness it's not life-threatening.

And it is important to have good health insurance to tackle the unpredictable health emergency, because if we want to go with all the money by ourselves, then it is definitely gonna take everything we have.

[adultcrypto]

You are welcome back to the forum and I'm happy you are fine now. You were one active member that contribute immensely in this forum and I sincerely miss your absence because your username usually remind me of the past pandemic which makes it to stand out. You and Smartvirus are two great assets of the forum even though you have virus attached to your names. I look forward to seeing your usual beautiful contribution across the various sections of the forum.

[YOSHIE]

Please pray for me, so that I can recover completely and have the opportunity to work in the community like before. And may I receive your support so that I can be motivated to contribute to the community like before.

That's life, we never know what happens in the future, disease, death and so on, this is an honor and your gratitude to recover Your health is back, I will pray for you to remain protected by God and be given health.

For that, I don't forget, I wish you back to this forum, hopefully you will remain in God's protection.

[JeromeTash]

Welcome back. Sorry about that rough patch of life you went through, and also I commend you on not giving up on life and think about how it would affect those around you first. I know you will bounce back if you keep[ fighting on.

I actually noticed that you were offline for a while, but I thought that maybe you had decided to take a break from the forum. Little did I know that the whole situation was that serious.

[yahoo62278]

I was hoping people listened to my advice about going for regular checkups when I was having my heart issues.  Regular checkups could save you from long hospital stays and large medical bills.

Good to see you back.

[tabas]

Welcome back, scamvirus!
The first thing that I have noticed is that having a health card or health insurance will cover all of the expenses we will have once we're hospitalized, and that's what I'm trying to find in your story, but sadly, you don't seem to have it. But what's important now is you've regained your health and you're in your recovery. And please never think of something negative anymore, always remember that your mom loves you. No one is going to look after her if you're gone. Prayers of healing to you and hoping you get back on your feet asap, and life is indeed unpredictable, and take care of yourself too, listen to the health tips of your doctors.

[Smartvirus]

My treatment and long stay in the hospital cost me a lot of money, leaving me completely financially bankrupt. And because of this financial crisis, I even tried to commit suicide once but I couldn't because I thought about my mother. Because if I'm not alive, there will be no one to look after my mother.

Welcome home mate, truly you’ve been out a while. I recall when I first saw your message on the forum… I was wondering when I did write that and only realized after close examination that, those weren’t from me but, the other Virus I’ll come to know.

It’s sad that you had to go through all these bad shits and all that you’ve had to endure, from finance to the pain taking treatments. Sure you had family for comfort and you did the right thing in considering family through these trying times. Get the thought of suicide off your head, tomorrow always comes with promises.

I was hoping people listened to my advice about going for regular checkups when I was having my heart issues.  Regular checkups could save you from long hospital stays and large medical bills.

Good to see you back.

I had a friend to have advised on this over the cause of last year to do regular check up. Let’s say after every 6months, that’ll be twice a year. Not because you feel sick or have got some uneasy feel but, to be aware of the state of your health at all times. You could be lacking in some mineral supplements and check up would hint you on that. Check up isn’t necessarily for the sick but then, even with you feeling healthy, it’s worth doing every now and then.

[lovesmayfamilis]

In my country, they say that some people will go to the doctor when they already have one foot in the grave. That is why we see such advanced stages of cancer, because people do not pay attention to their health, and they never have time to do a health check. Although medicine has long learned to treat some diseases, people create difficulties for themselves. However, OP, I welcome you to the forum. I remember your days and am sincerely glad that you are back and recovering. Tuberculosis is a bad disease, but it is treatable, and therefore you should not be sad. Take care of yourself; nothing can be bought more useful than health, and it is known that it is not for sale. Good luck to you.

[uchegod-21]

In my country, they say that some people will go to the doctor when they already have one foot in the grave. That is why we see such advanced stages of cancer, because people do not pay attention to their health, and they never have time to do a health check. Although medicine has long learned to treat some diseases, people create difficulties for themselves. However, OP, I welcome you to the forum. I remember your days and am sincerely glad that you are back and recovering. Tuberculosis is a bad disease, but it is treatable, and therefore you should not be sad. Take care of yourself; nothing can be bought more useful than health, and it is known that it is not for sale. Good luck to you.

In my country, especially those in the rural areas, they see hospital as the last resort. That is to say, they only visit the hospital when their health has deteriorated to a great level. By then, the cost of medication would be very high. So, when the person eventually survives and tell his/her story to others, they will all conclude that hospital is too expensive. They don't know that they pay more because the case is left to become complicated and are treated as an emergency case.

It is good to check your health always even when you feel you are sound.

[ScamViruS]

In my country, they say that some people will go to the doctor when they already have one foot in the grave. That is why we see such advanced stages of cancer, because people do not pay attention to their health, and they never have time to do a health check. Although medicine has long learned to treat some diseases, people create difficulties for themselves. However, OP, I welcome you to the forum. I remember your days and am sincerely glad that you are back and recovering. Tuberculosis is a bad disease, but it is treatable, and therefore you should not be sad. Take care of yourself; nothing can be bought more useful than health, and it is known that it is not for sale. Good luck to you.

It's true, no one wants to go to the hospital unless they are in a very bad state of health. I am under 30, and since I don't smoke, I never imagined that I could have a dangerous disease like tuberculosis. So it is very important to have regular checkups so that you don't create a situation where you could die from an unexpected dangerous disease. I have come to understand very well how unpredictable our lives are.

[The Cryptovator]

Welcome back to the forum. As human beings, we aren't out of problems. But suicidal attempts won't solve anything. The strength should be used to recover yourself instead of thinking about suicide. Good to know your health condition is better than previously. Spend more time on the forum and with your friends too. So it will help to recover you faster. You are a reputable member of this forum; you have exposed a lot of scams. We really don't want to lose you for such temporary problems that could be solved.

In the world, most of us have financial problems. You need to be patient to overcome the financial situation. Try to contribute to the forum again; I hope you will get a good return too. Also solve the pending issue about your loan; take time from the lender. Repay the loan when you have enough money. Don't be hopeless; no one else would solve your problem; rather, you have to struggle.

[Vod]

But on the other hand, I am not in good condition. My treatment and long stay in the hospital cost me a lot of money, leaving me completely financially bankrupt. And because of this financial crisis, I even tried to commit suicide once but I couldn't because I thought about my mother. Because if I'm not alive, there will be no one to look after my mother.

I have realized that life is very unpredictable, any bad thing can happen to us at any time. So I apologize to all of you for all the mistakes I have made in the past, because I have now come across a situation where I did not even have the opportunity to apologize to anyone. Maybe God has given me another chance to return to my beloved BitcoinTalk community.

I was always told that it was easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a pin than going to heaven after suicide.   So I don't think you really believe god has given you another chance; it was you and you alone that decided your selfish act would harm your mother.  Continue with that mentality, pretend like no one is weirdly watching everything you do to catch you if you fall and take care of yourself.

Death can come for us at any time - it only harms yourself to worry about it.   Once it happens you'll have as much sadness about not saying goodbye to everyone as you did worrying if you'd hurt your mother when you were being born.  I guarantee it, and good luck!