I've been having suicidal thoughts.

[apogio]

I don't understand how you can possibly have 50 merits. I would accept your post as a solid opinion, but claiming life isn't worth anything and insulting all the other forum members is disgusting.

Everybody on this site insults me relentlessly. They are full of hatred. They are absolutely insufferable. I DO NOT THINK LIFE IS WORTH ANYTHING BECAUSE IT IS CLEARLY WORTH ABSOLUTELY NOTHING! IF YOU THINK YOUR LIFE IS WORTH SOMETHING, THEN FUCKING ACT BETTER! STOP QUESTIONING MY FUCKING EDUCATION YOU MORON! WHEN YOU ARE COMPLETELY CONSUMED BY YOUR OWN HATRED, I WILL DISCOUNT THE VALUE OF YOUR LIFE! FUCKING ACT BETTER, BITCH! WHEN THE PEOPLE ON THIS SITE PROMOTE VIOLENCE AGAINST ME, ARE YOU SURPRISED WHEN I VALUE HUMAN LIFE AT $0.00? YOU SHOULDN'T BE! You give no value to my life and my safety, so I don't give value to any of yours. And the worst thing is that I know how to prevent human extinction, but I will do absolutely nothing because humans are trash creatures who do not deserve life. Not only is the OP suicidal, but everyone else is suicidal as well.

Regards,

-Joseph Van Name Ph.D.

It's not that you must show sympathy to them, but your unjustifiable attack is something you should be ashamed of.
You could just ignore the topic.
Ok, I will put you on my ignore list for coming to a topic where someone expresses suicidal thoughts and you troll them.

[jvanname]

It's not that you must show sympathy to them, but your unjustifiable attack is something you should be ashamed of.
You could just ignore the topic.
Ok, I will put you on my ignore list for coming to a topic where someone expresses suicidal thoughts and you troll them.

I am not trolling. The people on this site (and people in general) love to harass me because I stand against violence and the universities that promote violence. They do not like this because they are bloodthirsty and evil. Humans are horrible, so I do not assign any value to human life. I therefore see suicide as natural selection simply weeding out those unfit for survival.

If you want me to value human life, start by becoming a better person so that I see value in humanity because humans are all a bunch of chlurmcklets. STOP PROMOTING VIOLENCE AGAINST ME YOU EVIL CHLURMCKLET! Remember that I know how to prevent human extinction, but humans lack the morality to make any effort in this regard worth anything.

Regards,

-Joseph Van Name Ph.D.

[cryptocoinplay]

Now a days stupids are making money and intelligents are getting poor. That's what I feel.

[jvanname]

Now a days stupids are making money and intelligents are getting poor. That's what I feel.

This is because stupid people are the vast majority. Most people are fucked up pieces of shit, so any time anyone says anything intelligent, everyone reacts with pure vitriol.

Regards,

-Joseph Van Name Ph.D.

[osasshem]

Recently I had the stupidest idea in my lifetime, I jumped into the solana ecosystem. Yep, you can guess what happened, I have lost all of my money trying to make it there. More than 30k which doesnt sound like a lot but from where im from it really is.

All of my struggles gone in a matter of weeks, my stupidity got the best of me and I couldnt control myself, couldnt stop myself. I have had some thoughts since then, not the best ones. Im ashamed of what I did and im hopeless, how am I going to tell my family about this, how do I tell them I lost everything and im a fuckup.. I have been having these thoughts the past few days, seems more and more appealing to me. Ive always struggled with my mental health but never like this. It feels like im hanging from a cliff with no end. The only good option is to let go.

Idk why im writing this here, i guess this forum is the place where I started my journey in crypto, and this is where I chose to end it too.

Hello dear...

I see and feel what you are going through mentally and emotionally, but whatsoever the reactions around you could be, it doesn't mean you should end it up by taking your life. It is said, life is precious, and it truly is.

Take a second thought on your decision or the ideas showing up in your head, if you take your life now, do you think your family whom you think you fucked up will be happy? It will be another room of pain, and space that can never be filled up again, I believe you mean more than the money to them, whether you know it or not.

I believe that money is meant to be used, on the process of using it, we come across different things and situations, which could be profiting or losing, and as a crypto enthusiast, I am sure you know that well. You lost $30k, that's quite a big one, but remember that you wanted to take a leap of faith on a desired ecosystem you thought would be promising and worth profiting from, now reverse has become the case, it doesn't just end there. $30k is big, but I doubt that the whole $30k is gone and nothing left , and even if it is all gone, there is a possibility to acquire even more in this forum/crypto-verse.

Taking your life won't bring any answer to this problem, but rather will bring more pain to your family and loved ones.

[jvanname]

Hello dear...

I see and feel what you are going through mentally and emotionally, but whatsoever the reactions around you could be, it doesn't mean you should end it up by taking your life. It is said, life is precious, and it truly is.

Take a second thought on your decision or the ideas showing up in your head, if you take your life now, do you think your family whom you think you fucked up will be happy? It will be another room of pain, and space that can never be filled up again, I believe you mean more than the money to them, whether you know it or not.

I believe that money is meant to be used, on the process of using it, we come across different things and situations, which could be profiting or losing, and as a crypto enthusiast, I am sure you know that well. You lost $30k, that's quite a big one, but remember that you wanted to take a leap of faith on a desired ecosystem you thought would be promising and worth profiting from, now reverse has become the case, it doesn't just end there. $30k is big, but I doubt that the whole $30k is gone and nothing left , and even if it is all gone, there is a possibility to acquire even more in this forum/crypto-verse.

Taking your life won't bring any answer to this problem, but rather will bring more pain to your family and loved ones.

It is really asinine for anyone here to claim to care about anyone when I repeatedly state that universities fucking promoted violence against me, and all of your fucking responses are to FUCKING PROMOTE VIOLENCE AGAINST ME SOME MORE! You are all truly horrible. No. You don't care about suicidal people. You are just bloodthirsty evil pieces of shit! You are only pretending to care, but I can see through your nonsense.

No. Life is not precious. Human life is not worth any more than the life of a rabies virus particle. If life were precious, all of you fuckers would not go to enormous extents to promote violence against me. Try again.

Regards,

-Joseph Van Name Ph.D.

[Liliana1304]

When you hold on to a secret, it gives that secret power and it's a good thing you opened up on this. Some of us have entertained the thought of ending it all after we made some moves that we weren't proud of but I put it to you that ending the life won't right the wrong, instead it would only compound the problem.
People go around carrying loads of issues on themselves and don't know how to free themselves of it but to get healing, the first step is to admit you have a problem and then you talk to someone about it.

I remember a time when I used funds that should have been set aside for rent, although it wasn't due to pay yet, I tried to trade with it to multiply it so I could get some profit but should I say in my greed and naive state, I lost it all. That was a trying period for me, but I had to claim my mistake and accept that I messed up and instead of letting depression win me over, I decided to learn from my mistake.
Giving in to suicide only means that you've let the words of "failure, or "deadbeat" get to you to the point that you begin to accept that you're better off dead. You can always share here when ever you feel overwhelmed. You are not alone.

[Sexylizzy2813]

Recently I had the stupidest idea in my lifetime, I jumped into the solana ecosystem. Yep, you can guess what happened, I have lost all of my money trying to make it there. More than 30k which doesnt sound like a lot but from where im from it really is.

All of my struggles gone in a matter of weeks, my stupidity got the best of me and I couldnt control myself, couldnt stop myself. I have had some thoughts since then, not the best ones. Im ashamed of what I did and im hopeless, how am I going to tell my family about this, how do I tell them I lost everything and im a fuckup.. I have been having these thoughts the past few days, seems more and more appealing to me. Ive always struggled with my mental health but never like this. It feels like im hanging from a cliff with no end. The only good option is to let go.

Idk why im writing this here, i guess this forum is the place where I started my journey in crypto, and this is where I chose to end it too.

For you to have that thought of going to where you lost your money in other to make more, 1. you need to know that is a 50/50 chance of getting more money or losing it completely. 2. That was a choice you made which you never told anyone of your family member and i believe no one made you or should I say no one forced you to go there. Gambling is something we can't beat and we all have to be careful on how we make decisions in life not only about betting but life in general, so it won't affect us in future. And when you choose to bet I always advise that you should never have it in mind that you'd come out victorious because if you do and the outcome doesn't happen how you hope it would, then it becomes a problem and before you know it depression will take over.
Now this feeling you have running around your head can't help in any way, I understand you but to me I feel you weren't ready before walking into gambling to multiple your money, it has happened already but let's see it this way...what if you won more than the money you went in with, would you have been running away from your family? No, your joy would have explained everything to them but to cut it short, I'll advise you face your fears and start all over again and I believe you can bounce back and if you take your life today it will only be worse for your family but seeing you alive gives them hope that you can recover the money you lost again. This is a lesson for your children to never give up when they fall but if you take your life believe me it will never make them strong and they'll never know how to face any challenges that comes their way....sit them down and explain to them, after that keep your head up and start all over.

[AVE5]

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Suicidal commitments hasn't ever bring about any positive impact rather those we learnt that ended their lives at it course felt all has gone hopeless.
I dare Op to stay courageous, start up again if possible, after while talent note of your experience into the new phase, I'd help you on avoiding any suspecious deceptive informations including your unreliable emotions.
Practicality it'll play that crucial role for proper checkup before taking a decision and at last Op would look back the hand of time and give appreciation for his life because with s more better effort he would be a better and successful person.
And as much as he was right hustling for the family his exit will make it worse because the Impact can be emotionally draining by his loved ones.

[BitBakerr1]

This thread was created on the 1st of December 2024 and I just checked the OP made his last post on the 15th of December 2024 which is 14 Days after making the suicidal post, I just hope the OP has not carried out what he was thinking about.
And again I checked his trust and I found out he was tag for scam in 2018 because he was accused of scam,
I really don't know the situation the OP found himself but all I can say is that taking your life is not the best solution to a problem, there's one thing I have learnt about life which is in every problem you find yourself it will surely pass you bye it will never remain or stay for ever so no need taking your life, just stay calm no matter how bad it is it will pass you bye, and always remember there are people who have been in your situation and they came out of it so if they can do it you can too.

[jvanname]

This thread was created on the 1st of December 2024 and I just checked the OP made his last post on the 15th of December 2024 which is 14 Days after making the suicidal post, I just hope the OP has not carried out what he was thinking about.
And again I checked his trust and I found out he was tag for scam in 2018 because he was accused of scam,
I really don't know the situation the OP found himself but all I can say is that taking your life is not the best solution to a problem, there's one thing I have learnt about life which is in every problem you find yourself it will surely pass you bye it will never remain or stay for ever so no need taking your life, just stay calm no matter how bad it is it will pass you bye, and always remember there are people who have been in your situation and they came out of it so if they can do it you can too.

Why the fuck do you care? Whenever I tell everyone how universities have promoted violence against me, I GET NOTHING BUT RELENTLESS HATRED! If you hate me for standing up for my own safety, then you also hate suicidal people and you are inadvertently doing EVERYTHING YOU CAN TO MAXIMIZE THE NUMBER OF SUICIDES. IS THAT WHAT YOU FUCKING WANT? THE PEOPLE ON THIS SITE ARE FUCKING SICKOS!

Regards,

-Joseph Van Name Ph.D.