but due to losing family members, I lost a lot of income. I also missed 6 days of work and it hit my last check hard. I'm a light gambler as well (the 0.2 would be used at gyft.com for food, not gambling) so just being honest here...
Be honest to yourself bro.
Go and work if you are hungry, work illegally ,take the cash and get the food .What the fuck are you expecting on forum's ? and that too without any previous trust or reputation.
as Vod say's what forces you to to repay the loan ?