This is the only account I have. Unfortunately is not worthy to start over here. Last post of mine, now I am only a lurker which will come out only when I need help. There are pretty knowledgeable persons in here. You can bash me as much as you can now.
When you are walking and you trip or stumble, you get back up, dust your self off - look around to see if anyone saw it (there usually is) share a laugh with them and start walking again.
When you're an infant you might throw a sad and get reassured by your parents, but when you're an adult and you stumble, you don't throw a sad and ask for your legs to be chopped off and be given a shinny new pair of legs, much less a wheel-chair or indeed crawl away and sulk.
There are plenty of people who trade and have far less reputation than you have.
Quickseller is one well, there are I'm sure.
If you start over with a new Alt there are some
of us who will be waiting to watch you stumble again.