On my way out...

[glandf]

This post will meet a lot a of friction from most people, and a lot of you will make fun of me. At this point, though, I don't really care anyway.

I have had quite a lot happen to me in the past month, including a near death experience. I survived a collision and fire in the middle of the sea. I have been, for a while now, addicted to online gambling *thankyou PRIMEDICE*

If anyone is thinking of getting into gambling, stay away. I've lost over $5000 American. You don't want to be where I am right now.

My losses include getting scammed, which in turn made me bet more in order to recover, which made me lose all that I have. I hope the scammers die an absolutely horrible death. Screw you guys, enjoy the free Btc while you can, I'll see you in hell.

I wish I had never come across this website.

If you're curious, Here are the addresses that shows my losses/wins.

PRIMEDICE wallet: 15pHguhz5XUBn6hdeGeqLke1mTrS9P2K9F
https://blockchain.info/address/15pHguhz5XUBn6hdeGeqLke1mTrS9P2K9F

My Btc wallet: 18dXDa5tMZhbKh7XxmzJA9eKbG5n8S357V
https://blockchain.info/address/18dXDa5tMZhbKh7XxmzJA9eKbG5n8S357V

You can all leave all the vile comments you want, I don't really care. I'm off to kill myself anyway. Time to put my misery to an end.

Glandf, logging off.

[ebliever]

:-(

Life is not about money. It is not even primarily about money. Please take some time to work through this and put it into perspective. You've learned an ugly lesson, but in the long run you will be the better for it, if you hang in there. Please, please, hang in there.

I'm a teen suicide survivor. Our backgrounds differ, but I understand deep pain. If you want to PM me, I'm more than willing to listen and offer encouragement. (I'm not a professional psych or anything, just an engineer. But you are important and worth far more than a couple thousand dollars.)

[The Sceptical Chymist]

Noob account, faker.  I don't buy your story.  Sorry. 

[glandf]

:-(

Life is not about money. It is not even primarily about money. Please take some time to work through this and put it into perspective. You've learned an ugly lesson, but in the long run you will be the better for it, if you hang in there. Please, please, hang in there.

I'm a teen suicide survivor. Our backgrounds differ, but I understand deep pain. If you want to PM me, I'm more than willing to listen and offer encouragement. (I'm not a professional psych or anything, just an engineer. But you are important and worth far more than a couple thousand dollars.)

I understand where you're coming from because I'm a teenage suicide survivor too, for very different reasons actually. The stress is just getting to me and I want it to end. I can't face my loved ones with this. This maybe a cowards way out, but it's a way out none the less.

Thanks for your concern though.

[glandf]

Noob account, faker.  I don't buy your story.  Sorry. 

It's alright. I don't blame you, since I would have had the same reaction too. I'm not really here to prove anything to anyone, just deter people from the online gambling scene unless they can afford to lose what they bet.

Although, I'm not using the account again, so I'll leave my handle and password associated with the PRIMEDICE account.
ID: yepme
Pass: check123

[ebliever]

The stress is just getting to me and I want it to end. I can't face my loved ones with this.

The funny thing about stress is that it is all in your head. After my suicide attempt/experience, nothing outwardly got better for me. If I was stressed before, I should have been more stressed afterwards. (The inept handling of it by police and others including my being handcuffed and hauled off campus was not a helpful action, to put it mildly.) But here's the thing: God was changing my perspective, and it made all the difference because the stress was all in my mind, not a physical reality. The physical reality could be dealt with. It would be years more before I came to know God and humble myself and repent, but I perceived His actions that night. I encourage you to pray in simple sincerity about this, even if you've never done so before.

If you are not currently bleeding to death or drowning or on the verge of starvation, you're actually in pretty good shape. You just need the proper frame of reference, which is to look at all good things as an undeserved gift, rather than something to be taken for granted.

That you have loved ones is wonderful. And it is for situations like this that you have them. So you can rely on each other and help one another through the hard times. Don't leave them if you love them, and don't leave them if they love you. There is forgiveness.

[Doms]

Have you considered other options? You are so young and there's so much life ahead of you. If you think you've caused enough damage, think harder. There are far more worse things that one can do to consider leaving everything behind. I'm no good at giving advices and unsolicited advices are the least that you need right now. It is up to you to find that inner strength to either hold on or to let go.

[Gleb Gamow]

This post will meet a lot a of friction from most people, and a lot of you will make fun of me. At this point, though, I don't really care anyway.

I have had quite a lot happen to me in the past month, including a near death experience. I survived a collision and fire in the middle of the sea. I have been, for a while now, addicted to online gambling *thankyou PRIMEDICE*

If anyone is thinking of getting into gambling, stay away. I've lost over $5000 American. You don't want to be where I am right now.

My losses include getting scammed, which in turn made me bet more in order to recover, which made me lose all that I have. I hope the scammers die an absolutely horrible death. Screw you guys, enjoy the free Btc while you can, I'll see you in hell.

I wish I had never come across this website.

If you're curious, Here are the addresses that shows my losses/wins.

PRIMEDICE wallet: 15pHguhz5XUBn6hdeGeqLke1mTrS9P2K9F
https://blockchain.info/address/15pHguhz5XUBn6hdeGeqLke1mTrS9P2K9F

My Btc wallet: 18dXDa5tMZhbKh7XxmzJA9eKbG5n8S357V
https://blockchain.info/address/18dXDa5tMZhbKh7XxmzJA9eKbG5n8S357V

You can all leave all the vile comments you want, I don't really care. I'm off to kill myself anyway. Time to put my misery to an end.

Glandf, logging off.

Just an idea: Film the suicide, then upload the video to YouTube to see how long it'll be before its taken down, making sure you save the original so that down the road you'll have a good laugh when viewing it anew. Make sure to post a link to the YT video in this thread for our enjoyment.

Sadly, if you follow through, you'll never know how the Leroy Fodor and Chantha Owen Lueung episodes I've been documenting ends. Spoiler alert: not too good for them.

[MingLee]

Well, to be honest I couldn't blame you for wanting to do what you're saying, but it really isn't worth it. Unless you live in one of the poorest locations in the world and you have absolutely zero money left AND you could never get employed again, it isn't worth killing yourself, and even then, there are far more prospects out there for you to take and more opportunities available, and you'll for sure be able to recover from something like this.

I can't really say I speak from experience, but there is so much more for you out there, waiting.

I probably can't change your mind, but I hope you'll consider powering through.

Good luck dude, sorry for your loss.

[lienfaye]

Life is not all about money. Each individual has their own problems and you are not the only one suffering from it. the most important thing is how to resolve that problem. you need a lot of guts and courage to overcome that. you can still earn what you have lost and start once again for another journey of your life. remember you can only live once dude dont waste your life.

[2dogs]

Why is this in Bitcoin Discussion?

Should be moved to another section, like Off Topic?

[gadman2]

Suicide for 5k, that's... Sad.

Gambling or work, dollars come back; life doesn't.

I still feel it's a fake thread, though. Be careful everyone. 

[npredtorch]

Hey glandf i know you. I saw that you always play as a High roller on PD.
I've checked your stats, you still have a total positive profit of 3.8 btc. Are you really serious about this? Stop this and roll that dice again, just be careful though.

[ebliever]

Hey glandf i know you. I saw you always play as a High roller on PD.
I've checked your stats, you still have a total positive profit of 3.8 btc. Are you really serious about this? Stop this and roll that dice again, just be careful though.

Let's say a person is ahead. Is it really wise to encourage them to keep playing until they are no longer ahead?

Likewise, if they are behind, they will just dig themselves a deeper hole if they keep playing. Casinos do not exist as charities for their marks. They inexorably profit at the expense of those sucked into  gambling.

[cjmoles]

:-(

Life is not about money. It is not even primarily about money. Please take some time to work through this and put it into perspective. You've learned an ugly lesson, but in the long run you will be the better for it, if you hang in there. Please, please, hang in there.

I'm a teen suicide survivor. Our backgrounds differ, but I understand deep pain. If you want to PM me, I'm more than willing to listen and offer encouragement. (I'm not a professional psych or anything, just an engineer. But you are important and worth far more than a couple thousand dollars.)

I understand where you're coming from because I'm a teenage suicide survivor too, for very different reasons actually. The stress is just getting to me and I want it to end. I can't face my loved ones with this. This maybe a cowards way out, but it's a way out none the less.

Thanks for your concern though.

Hey,

If you're concerned about your loved ones, then consider how terrible their live's would be after they've lost you in such a depressing way....They'd be the one's who'd, forever, have to deal with it....not you....It'd be selfish of you to make them live the rest of their lives with your pain.  Cowboy up, put those who you care about first.  Seek help....it's not the money....there's something else going on in there.

[2015Bubble]

Hodl or die

Wait wut is this joke to hard?

[nanonymousx]

I know you are quite desperated now.  But being young is one of the greatest advantage you have. Believe me, in a few years, when you look back, you will laugh.
Just hang in there, if gambling is not your thing, then quite gambling and quit Bitcoin. Start living in cash. There is nothing wrong about Cash only life. Find a job, go to school etc.

[Kakmakr]

Hey glandf i know you. I saw that you always play as a High roller on PD.
I've checked your stats, you still have a total positive profit of 3.8 btc. Are you really serious about this? Stop this and roll that dice again, just be careful though.

The person is against the ropes and you want to encourage him/her to continue gambling? WTF are you thinking about? When someone threatens to commit suicide, it should be taken seriously and with respect. This is the problem with the unregulated Bitcoin gambling sites, they simply do not give a shit and nobody cares if people are hurt in the process.

We should handle this as a cry for help, not a opportunity to push people down further. http://www.helpguide.org/articles/addiction/gambling-addiction-and-problem-gambling.htm

[Herbert2020]

dude you need serious professional help. go talk to a psychologist both about your gambling problem and the fact that you are considering suicide because of losing $5000.

we all make mistakes in our lives some are big and some are small, you have to learn from your mistakes and try not to repeat them not give up!

[mkc]

When I had my first job, I was making like less than 2000, and I traded stocks and lost 5000, then I took out a loan of 1k, made 5k, after that, lost all, including the loan, at the same time, I lost my job.
I was out of work for a period of 3 years after that. Move in with friends, and working as waiter, life was miserable.
I survived, I think you can do that too.