I'm afraid that you are to emotional here.
Please, only invest money you can afford to loose.
I agree that bitcoin is great way to earn money, but in the long term.
If you panic each time bitcoin value suddenly falls, which often happens, it will not be good for you.
So, please, just invest money here and forget about it.
It does not make sense to check the price all the time and to think if you have decided well.
Prayers should be for the benefit of others,not only yourself.