Tired of Bitcoin and I don't know who is good or evil anymore.

I didn't really take BCC cash seriously until it pumped to $900 at which point I did some research and traded all my alts for BCC. I watched it go to the moon and then settle around $1300.

I sold and came out better with more BTC but that's not the point. I want to be able to leave my coins and get back to normal live without having to worry that my coins might be worthless or drop 10-15% like it did when BCC was attacking it.

I'm totally aware that BCC is the truest form of Bitcoin lead by Ver and that current BTC is not the real bitcoin (segwit). To be honest, I don't care which is real or not, I just want my money to grow.

BTC code is supposedly controlled by blockstream (now I don't know if that makes BTC code centralised) whereas BCC is ver centralised. Both have arguements for and against.

My gut says stay with the coin that has mass following ie BTC but Ver has a great point about increasing blocksize to use it as cash. The whitepaper says "cash", not GOLD.

Ver is portrayed as evil, coordinated attacks. Is the attack a bad thing for the greater good with BCC as a cash transaction and not a heavy gold (slow transaction).
Can Ver really change btc and make Bcash known and take away share. I feel if I get out of crypto for 6 months I'd come back with a loss if Ver were to achieve his goal.

BTC core are portrayed as a company that centralises bitcoin so they can keep taking higher fees etc. I really don't know who to trust and which group.