So, I have a friend named Dylan, who is also real life friends with a guy named Keegan who is also my online friend. I get a Skype call today to hear that my friend had committed suicide by hanging himself with a rope in his bedroom. I've known Dylan for years now online, played games with him, sat on FaceTimes and Skype calls while he did drugs, talked about his various relationships with his ex and new girlfriend. It is just such a strange feeling to have someone die that you've talked to everyday for like a year. I don't even understand how to express how I am feeling. I want to puke but also want to just lie down and listen to some depressing shit for the next month but then again life just goes on. I will be going to school tomorrow, everyone there will not have even known about the event nor of even who he was because he's a couple states away. I have a group of like 7-8 people that I talk to on a regular basis and he was one of them so it is just really fucking strange.
He stopped sending snapchat streaks last week, so I thought he was pissed at me so I haven't even tried reaching out to him. But it turns out the reason he stopped sending streaks is because he hung himself upstairs in his room. I am just so shocked right now I cannot even believe it. This thread probably means shit all to 999/1000 people that read this, but I just don't know any other way to express how I am feeling. Wow.
i'm sorry to hear that, rhyme in peace for Dylan
