Usualy it is not drown the drain.
You just need a seed to logiin to your iota wallet, as long as you have the seed, everthing is fine.
If you haven´t posted your seed or told some one anyway, anyhow your money is still there.
You can check your account with any ledger explorer service of your choice.
like ->
https://thetangle.org/ for example. You would need the account number to do so, if you don´t have it by hand don´t waste much time looking for it.
Your money is still there !!
Don´t worry.
If you cant log in because of worng letters in the seed, or get any kind of error regarding wrong input when you enter the seed, iota changed the password policy, only captial letters and only the number 9 are allowed.
If you are using any small letters just use the BIG any number diffrent form 0-8 gets 9 and blanks also 9.
Hope it helps a little on the long way to recovery.