Hello.
I need to apologize to everybody on this forum for my part in all this. I will sum up everything that is going on and the status of everything.
Personal Life:
My name is Evan. I am an alcoholic. We had a slew of unfortunate events take place and I want to give some transparency with everything.
Thomas Fire:
This is now the larget fire in f the fires in montecito followed by the mudslide. My family and the home i grew up in is ok, however many of my close friends are now without a mom, or dad. We were evacuated for quite some time .
Mudclide:
I don't even know what to say about this, it is still boggling my ming. Boulders the size of cars, mud 20ft deep, etc. Again our family is OK however most of montecito is still under evac.
Phone:
During the fire, I was running thourgh our home trying to get things of value. IN the process I broke my phone. That phone had google authenticator and no matter what happens I cant get those back, so I have to beg each source to release the account. (I RECCOMMEND AUTHY FROM NOW ON)
Relapse:
Last, and arguably the most upsetting is that I relpsed. I had 5years 8months clean and sober and for some reason i just stopped doing everything I used to do to stay sober. I am sober again, and living in a sober living doing the damn thing
Moving Forward: I am sorta taking a break from the project for OBVIOUS reasons. i AM NOT GIVING UP< i think we have something special here. I need to take care of myself first. There are a handful of people that I am aware of wIth stuck coins, PLEASE HANG TOUGH. I am doing everything I can and will check in here with everybody.
EXTRA EXTRA: please if you have any questioins or concerns dont hesitate to send me a DM or email
tronquxiote@gmail.com