I hate my life so much right now xD
Who else bought on ATH?
Given the date of writing your post, I understand that you tried to trade during the fall of the market. In this situation, there is nothing surprising in what you bought alltime high. Trading in a falling market is a form of art. Do not be sad, wait for market growth, for example, the one that is happening now, and you will face this problem less. And in general, everything comes with experience, try not to trade large amounts while you study.