Oh, the irony.
Indeed. I have OP on ignore, so the only reason I'm reading his post is because you quoted it.
We should look for people who haven't earned merit and who should. I've been doing just that, but when it comes to lower-ranked members in particular, it is very hard to find good posts they've written. The good ones are buried under a veritable mountain of trash--it's like finding a needle in a shitstack. I will keep trying, and giving out merit to people who need it. OP here
isn't one of those.
Are you reading this, OP? You are staying on ignore and will never earn a single merit point from me. This is a transparent attempt (and badly written at that) to garner some sort of merit-sympathy, and it's been done to death by people who can barely get the right words out. Not happening here, buddy.