If I already had everything, I didn't have to ask for a loan.
Everyone has to start from the bottom one day. I am there now.
And Yes I have a job but its not enough to buy me a rig till the next year.
I am not asking for donation, I am asking for help.
I understand where you are at and where you want to go but you are asking for a lot with NO guarantee of repayment. Loaner might as well buy and mine themselves. I suggest finding collateral or get a title loan, hock/sell your stuff. Ask relatives/friends, take out a small bank loan. Good luck!