I think if you are affected in everythings related to bitcoin, and having a mental and emotional breakdown. You must see a doctor. You didnt need to take seriously about everything related here, their are so much important rather than bit.
BItcoin gives a lot of dreams, especially since December 2017 the price reaches almost 20,000 USD. That is, there is nothing impossible for bitcoin investors to achieve what they dream of. Bitcoin has made a lot of millionaires around the world. But that was before December 2017. After that, prices continued to decline, and there was a lot of mental and emotional pressure because they hoped the prices were as high as they once were. Expectations are too high, but reality is sometimes not the same as expectations.
This condition of emotional pressure is happening due to users joined bitcoin in its peak time and not when they heard in starting and not having faith so did not invested and after that bough on high. So now for them the price is very low. But if you take the users who adopted bitcoin from early age or atleast nearby 2015 - 16 when bitcoin and other cryptocurrency was in news. That was the time to join it.
I joined in that time and had faith that it will give me financial freedom and my faith payed me and i earned lot in 2017. So Bitcoin has a real affect on my life both emotional and mental as i was attached emotionally and i was mentally strong that i will surely earn.