I am sure that Vod is devastated by your negative trust.
It's guys like him who keep the forum safe, and guys like you who do the opposite.
One of these people I'd gladly tip beer money to anytime, and one I would not. Guess who is who.
(Vod, if you see this post, it's genuinely meant. Anytime.
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The fact that you never read the forum stickies, and just decided to beg for money is your fault, and yours alone.
Nobody added shit to your life. They just stopped you from adding shit to naive lenders' lives.
You call it a "misuse" of feedback:
information about reactions to a product, a person's performance of a task, etc., used as a basis for improvement.
We all gave information. It was our reaction. To your request. And it may be used as a basis for improvement on your part.
So now I'll throw in a negative trust as well, because not only are you an almost assured beggar/scammer, but you also are intending to have an attitude problem throughout the process.