As you and everyone can read from our conversation "I don't want your money first".
Escrow is fair and secure trade for both party's.
Giving me anything upfront is not fair from my side.
Especially im currently not trusted enough person around to be trusted with anything upfront.
That's why im dealing with escrow and escrow only.
And still, consider you refuse escrow, you are scammer.
Only a scammer will refuse secure trade.
As honest trader/seller/exchanger in first place i will offer security of all my buyers or anyone im dealing with.
You are scammer for me and can't be trusted.
Trying to run away with "i will go first" after i exposed you.
You are shady as fuck, refusing escrow but wants to pay me first ? Dude... I'm not born yesterday
Now go where you come from and tell your friends we use escrows here