I was a firm believer once. I really believed in a God and his messages and his books.
Then as I started to think more, I just kinda got in loop with myself and started to question my beliefs.
I know there are solid arguments on both sides and I acknowledge them.
But I with my common sense, started to contradict my superficial sense.
We all get weaker as we grow old. Maybe your thinking ability is getting weaker with age.
The questions are mostly :
All stuffs in the universe are made up of fundamentally same elements (electrons, protons and neutrons), which means there aren't really much diversity out there. All are same. Then how is God able to create infinite stuffs if he has created fundamentally only one kind of thing?
Electrons, protons and neutrons are not fundamental particles. They are made up of smaller particles/waves. Look at the variety of plants and animals that are different even though they are all made up of atoms. God spoke things into existence; vibration of God's voice in the aether brought things into existence.
Mass and energy can neither be destroyed or created. Then I feel like this universe existed eternally. Even if there was a bigbang that started everything, the potential of bigbang was always there to happen!
Big Bang Theory contradicts BB. Since the early times of the BB were extremely different than our times, things like math, physics and time were different back then. Because of this, we can't calculate that a BB existed using our math, physics and knowledge of time. Once we realize this, we understand that we don't really know that matter and energy can't be destroyed or created.
Let's say God did indeed start big bang. Then what was he doing there before big bang? Chilling in the darkness for infinite time? Then got bored and created the universe suddenly?
Can an amoeba understand what a human does and why? God is far greater than we are, more than we are greater than an amoeba.
Many say, see how marvelous and balance the universe is. It must be created by a super intelligent creator. BS is the universe balanced. Meteorids floating all over the space, stars exploding up, planets getting sucked in black holes, big asteroids making crack on floating pieces of rocks. It's random and not really balanced or marvelous lmao.
Everything acts according to cause and effect. There has never been even one instance of pure random found. C&E activities all act according to the laws of physics. Never once do they disobey the laws of physics.
Let's assume God indeed created a random universe. Then why did he create that blackhole billions and billions of light years away when his focus was on Earth and human beings and to judge them and send them to hell or heaven?!
We don't know what a black hole is; we guestimate. We don't know how the universe is balanced to maintain existence on the earth. Ask God in the resurrection.
The maker of the universe wrote a book for humans in Earth? Truly makes me unbelieve. And I can't convince myself to believe lol. Although since indoctrined, I still fear if all these are true and I'm sent to hell xD
Godly people wrote the Book as they were spiritually moved by the Holy Spirit. The test to see if they were Godly people was in their predictions. If they made big predictions that happened, and they never made a mistake in their predictions, and they claimed to have heard their predictions from God, they were considered Godly people who were writing truthfully.
If you find that you can't come back to faith in God, don't worry yourself about it. In the book of Hebrews in the New Testament, it says that if a person is a believer, and then he falls away, he can never be brought back to be a believer again. If this is what happened to you, you are simply stuck. So recheck yourself to see if you have some shreds of your original faith still in there somewhere.
Jesus is the man sent by God to be perfect in this life. God rewarded Him with the position of Godhood. Simply believing in Him can save you.
