Paying whatever you can salvage to blow my head off cause life's a bitch.

[Checlets]

Read the title. I don't fucking care anymore. Life sucks and won't get better. Can't find work. Woman i love doesn't and wont ever have the same feelings for me.
Family all think I'm trash and I'm tired of all this negative shit running through my head.

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[jackg]

If you need urgent help, search for a hotline or go here and find one: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines

Meanwhile, you should. Begin to attempt to turn suicide into a coping strategy rather than an immediate action. How do you know death isn't worse anyway, and then there's no escape from it?

But if you know you can always have to power to end it then why end it now, why not see if you can get help and contact someone who does care and wait on it. You might harm more people by ending it than you'll save and you also won't be here to help them or anyone else...

If this woman's a friend or you have relatives you'd consider friends why would you want to deprive them of any happiness you might bring them just because you don't feel the same.

disclaimer: not licensed or trained in crisis prevention - dunno if I need a disclaimer or not

[PrimeNumber7]

https://www.google.com/search?q=us%20suicide%20hotline&ie=utf-8&oe=utf-8&client=firefox-b-1-m#

1-800-GET-HELP (273-8255).

You aren’t alone.

[Checlets]

Because literally nothing can go right because i constantly feel like trash and have been treated like trash by everyone around me and i cant find a way to get up $30 to buy food and shit we need to save my life. My mom and dad are getting $2400 for the stimulus checks and are the reason I'm not getting one because they claimed me on there income tax and won't help period. Life is just utter shit and I'm tired of feeling this way and tired of feeling alone and lost.

[SirLancelot]

I guess this would be a second topic within today where people talk about committing suicide. I saw another one in altcoin discussion and I guess that was trashed down by mods as of now.

Hey OP, if you take time to think about then you can easily achieve all you need.

Just watch this movie then you can achieve all you need in your life including big money and loving girl friend and everything (all similar expereinces are explained on this movie).

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lPUQ7vQ3FEs
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0846789/
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Secret_(2006_film)

[Checlets]

Trust me I'm not going to deprive anyone of anything good by offing myself. They'll either be indifferent or glad.

[jackg]

Because literally nothing can go right because i constantly feel like trash and have been treated like trash by everyone around me and i cant find a way to get up $30 to buy food and shit we need to save my life. My mom and dad are getting $2400 for the stimulus checks and are the reason I'm not getting one because they claimed me on there income tax and won't help period. Life is just utter shit and I'm tired of feeling this way and tired of feeling alone and lost.

You not got food banks or any sort of unemployment benefit you could claim?

Did you have an earning before this, how were they able to claim what was yours?

If you need food and can't find a food bank and have nothing to lose, think of another way you could get it... See if there's something you could earn, a friend that could gift or lend you something....

Trust me I'm not going to deprive anyone of anything good by offing myself. They'll either be indifferent or glad.

I used to think the same, but there's always someone you forget... A lot of people recognise the negative attitudes others have towards them better than the positive, that is classic human behaviour.

[YohannHermann]

So your family thinks you're a trash and good for nothing right? And by doing this thing by even thinking about suicide you are doing nothing but proving them right~

My friend life is a bitch! Not just for you, for everyone

I'm probably a very hated guy on this forum~ a lot of people hate/troll me but nevermind it's part of my failures but still I am not quitting the forum. Even I`ve had success, in my past and I become very down in the recent years I am probably just hand-to-mouth these days~ I had a girlfriend who dumped me after my financial demise I was broken but what the hell? I'm not living for the girl friend or for anybody, I am living for myself

I know if I'm alive, I still have chances to turn my status around, to get success again & believe me, I have seen people, I have seen that everything comes to you when you've money & success~ nobody remembers your failures then you earn respect you earn friends you earn everything you want!

Just remember one thing, If you stay alive, you can turn things around one day (sooner or later) but you can!

But if you do something stupid like you want to~ trust me it won't do good to any one BUT you will lose the only chance to prove the world wrong! you have that chance as long as you are alive

You know what gives me this strength? My past

I was 16, when my father passed away, And our family was going through the toughest times because I was the elder one in family and my mother nor my siblings used to earn anything! We didn't even know how to pay the next month's rent for home, however, instead of giving up, I tried! and tried! and tried! and after so many tries I finally found that moment which turned my life around- We survived for a few years and then I got down myself due to some very big mistakes I did, and again we almost reached the same situation but again I`m reviving my life. I'll not give up until the last breath and always try to make things better no matter how hard they are

~ If you don't wanna go far just look at that KFC owner, he was the biggest failure in his life until his 60's when he finally found the moment that made him a massive success, not just in his area or his city but all around the world

So stop seeing your failures, stop seeing the negativity around! Absorb all that and use the aggression you have for the way towards success! You will find it one day

[adzino]

Read the title. I don't fucking care anymore. Life sucks and won't get better. Can't find work. Woman i love doesn't and wont ever have the same feelings for me.
Family all think I'm trash and I'm tired of all this negative shit running through my head.

Okay you need up. Blowing your head off won't fix your problem. Talk to someone you trust. I am sure there are people out there who cares for you. If you can't find anyone to talk to,  go through the links and phone number jackg and PrimeNumber7 provided.
Suicide is never an option. If your family thinks you are trash, then they are wrong.

[DarkDays]

Try Fiverrr and Freelancing platforms, you could almost certainly get work as a writer. That'll get you at least $20/1,000 words.

Alternatively, you could learn a new skill or flip items on craigslist. Killing yourself won't solve anything.

If you genuinely are planning to kill yourself, at least give it one final shot at making it big before you go.

[LTU_btc]

Dude, please don't do that. Suicide isn't a solution. You're given just one life - don't waste it. You said that you don't care anymore, but if it would true, you probably wouldn't post that here. I understand that your situation is complicated, but I'm sure that better that problems will be gone one day, just don't give up and prove that these people were wrong.
I'm not psychologist and I don't know how I can help you. But I'm sure that there is people around you who can help.

[ranlo]

Trust me I'm not going to deprive anyone of anything good by offing myself. They'll either be indifferent or glad.

Bro, don't look at it like this. I know it may seem like the end of the world, but things will get better. I went into a very unhealthy depression a couple years ago due to a business I helped run, to the point where I wasn't eating for days at a time, wasn't showering, etc. My doctor was even scared for my health because all of my tests were going badly (super high cholesterol, dangerously low vitamin D due to not going outside, etc.). I literally dumped everything I had into attempting to save the business, throwing away all of my life's savings and earnings, living off things like ramen to help maximize what I could contribute, maxing out my credit cards, literally giving it my all, only to later be attacked by everyone for it failing due to things out of my control. Honestly, just typing this is making me tear up because I spent every waking hour for well over a year babying it, learning everything I could so I could help with more related to it, trying to earn more money so I could help save it, only to leave with nothing but scam accusations.

I won't lie and say things aren't still sucky, despite this being years ago, but I will say that life will get better. You just need to be patient, realize that you're at your low, and work on finding what makes you happy and making that your focus.

You can do this!

[Checlets]

Thanks to all of your replies. I'm still really depressed but I'm no longer suicidal. Just trying to sleep it off at this point. Life Has gotten out of control lately and this is the worst depression I've had in years. I'm not sure what to do in order to fix myself at this point but I'm ok for now partially thanks to your supportive and helpful comments.

[danherbias07]

As long as you are alive there are always chances of things going right.

I also, have been in a bad situation in my life.
Hunger, left out and no one just cares.
But I pursue something. I told myself I won't let this people to just bring me down.
Focused at my work and then added more just so I could cross out the financial problem.

Then you go looking for someone who will really care. Luckily, she came. Didn't even expect it.
Everything went smooth afterwards. Of course there will be bumps but what else could bring you down.
You have been there. You passed that heavy wall and broke it already.

Every problem won't be a big one anymore since you are stronger.

I think it is just because of the bad events now and the quarantine and that is why you are thinking a lot by yourself.
After this virus thing, try going out. Meet some friends or create another group of friends that will really care about you.

Remember this: If you are thinking your life is already at worst then don't!
There are people out there who are living in much worse condition than yours.
I learned that from walking the streets in hunger. I saw kids living alone in bridges, sick and dying in hunger already.
From that, I realized I am still lucky to be alive. I can still move, I can still find a job. I am still strong.

[Sadlife]

This is truly difficult times even i, got let go for the company i've been working for over 2years due to economic instability and due to the quarantine i can't find any jobs to help feed and support my family.
Im barely scraping money to buy food and have barely enough money to buy anything.
Luckily we still have some relief goods, so we can still eat for a few weeks.

[ChuckBuck]

Come on bro, don't carry that thought aside, give it up now and be more optimistic. I'm pretty sure you're a guy in your twenties or nearby. The age where only a few difficulties + family pressure makes you depressed. Temporarily ignore the girl you love, because when you're not successful, you can't demand love from a girl. Be more realistic and more optimistic. See how many people are more miserable out there than you? There are hundreds, thousands of people even in poverty, food, water every day is difficult, but they are still there, still trying to survive. Because life is a joy and happiness that everyone wants to enjoy (in one way or another). You are still young, your future is still open, how many times have you failed in your life? 5 or 10 times? Do not give up! Have you ever read the story of Harland Sanders - KFC boss's ? He failed more than 1,000 times before he became a billionaire. How many times did you fail? Be awake, this life is full of beautiful things, as long as you try, you will succeed at some point. Giving up only shows your own weakness, the weak who doesn't deserve respect, you understand? Keep trying, don't be pessimistic! I am waiting for another thread to talk about your future success 

[LogitechMouse]

I think the users here helped you calm down with what you are experiencing right now. The thread you've created helped you a lot right now.

You might get depressed by some things but all are experiencing that. Its just how can you handle the problems. Problems are everywhere so you must know how to make a solution with it and suicide isn't one of them. The best thing that you can do right now is to seek a mental expert because suffering from depression isn't a joke and this can you lead to suicide.

Anyway you said that you are a bit ok right now. Just continue to be ok and don't do anything bad for you. Live life to the fullest and be happy.

[abhibtccc]

Read the title. I don't fucking care anymore. Life sucks and won't get better. Can't find work. Woman i love doesn't and wont ever have the same feelings for me.
Family all think I'm trash and I'm tired of all this negative shit running through my head.

No worries, Corona is coming mate . Just chill like me

[ethereumhunter]

It is easy to end our lives but can you think, how if you try to survive? In hard situations and conditions, I am sure there is a way for you to solve every life problem that happens to you. Don't give up. You are not alone. I am sure some people still want to help you, and that people will come beside you. I am sure you can do that because you have your power to survive.

[arwin100]

Thanks to all of your replies. I'm still really depressed but I'm no longer suicidal. Just trying to sleep it off at this point. Life Has gotten out of control lately and this is the worst depression I've had in years. I'm not sure what to do in order to fix myself at this point but I'm ok for now partially thanks to your supportive and helpful comments.

You're just over thinking to much on everything and don't think negativity on your life see the positive instead and if your married see the face of your wife and mesmerized the day you've meet aswell imagine those things what you achieve on your life.

Suicidal is just a feeling don't let your worries eat you remember there are persons who need us and stay alive for them.