Paying whatever you can salvage to blow my head off cause life's a bitch.

[FIFA worldcup]

Read the title. I don't fucking care anymore. Life sucks and won't get better. Can't find work. Woman i love doesn't and wont ever have the same feelings for me.
Family all think I'm trash and I'm tired of all this negative shit running through my head.

I know you will never commit suicide but you write this post with a throw away account ( Red trusted already), in order to get some free money. There is no place for beggars here and in the world. Better learn a skill instead.

[LTU_btc]

I know you will never commit suicide but you write this post with a throw away account ( Red trusted already), in order to get some free money. There is no place for beggars here and in the world. Better learn a skill instead.

Don't be so hard on him. Ok, he have red trust rating, but does it really matters. Maybe he really have difficult period in his life. And I doubt that he can get much money with such post. There is no need to be such sceptical and negative about people.

[Railai]

Send me a pm on telegram: @vmatasari.

Maybe I can help you somehow.

[Checlets]

I appreciate the helpful feedback and I'll definitely reach out to you. I'm not expecting anyone to help with money and there's a lot of stuff that has contributed to my depression. I've had a pretty traumatic past and I've been through a lot of abuse since i was a child. I have aspergers bipolar type 2 ptsd fetal alcohol syndrome adhd and clinical depression(which as far as my understanding goes just means I'm more susceptible to deep depressions and i take meds for it) i don't have a lot of self esteem and over the last month or so I've been spiraling and just trying to keep me head above water. The replies on here yesterday and today helped me calm down and try to get help. I'm planning too see a therapist tomorrow afternoon.

[Checlets]

Read the title. I don't fucking care anymore. Life sucks and won't get better. Can't find work. Woman i love doesn't and wont ever have the same feelings for me.
Family all think I'm trash and I'm tired of all this negative shit running through my head.

I know you will never commit suicide but you write this post with a throw away account ( Red trusted already), in order to get some free money. There is no place for beggars here and in the world. Better learn a skill instead.

Now I'm going to point out the obvious but this isn't a throw away account. I have negative trust but I'm still your senior here. 2 look at why i have negative trust. It was due to another dumbass who thought he was cool and wanted to start shit when there was no need. 3 I'm not mother fucking begging for money and your a new sort of low for going that route and 4 you shouldnt be such a damned prick.

[Checlets]

Read the title. I don't fucking care anymore. Life sucks and won't get better. Can't find work. Woman i love doesn't and wont ever have the same feelings for me.
Family all think I'm trash and I'm tired of all this negative shit running through my head.

I know you will never commit suicide but you write this post with a throw away account ( Red trusted already), in order to get some free money. There is no place for beggars here and in the world. Better learn a skill instead.

You need to stop the bullshit

And cure your small penis syndrome

[Negotiation]

Read the title. I don't fucking care anymore. Life sucks and won't get better. Can't find work. Woman i love doesn't and wont ever have the same feelings for me.
Family all think I'm trash and I'm tired of all this negative shit running through my head.

I know you will never commit suicide but you write this post with a throw away account ( Red trusted already), in order to get some free money. There is no place for beggars here and in the world. Better learn a skill instead.

You need to stop the bullshit

And cure your small penis syndrome

You are right in saying that I think that by putting aside all these worries, attach your emotions and go ahead and try to do something good Many women like this will find love. These are nothing but fools Try to do something good not just your family but everyone will come to your side.

[lienfaye]

In every problem there's a solution and dont ever think your life is already worthless just because you're suffering from depression.

You have to be strong in order to overcome it, Ive been through the same thing but I think of the best moments I had and keep on thinking positive.

It would be better if you have someone you can turn on to like a friend where you can share your problen with. It can lessen your worries since you can open up your problem.

[Vod]

People feel like this all the time, but social interaction with our friends make those feelings go away.

Now that we are isolated, it's very easy to allow the anxiety to spin out of control.

Do something.  Go volunteer at a hospital cleaning or something.  The bonus is that they usually feed their volunteers. 

Remember, suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.