Well, you are doing your mistake once again while talking about your mistake. First of all, how did you imagined making money with 100x leverage would be easy? Like think about it, if it was so "easy" wouldn't you think there would be a lot more billionaires in the world?
Everyone would have done what you did and make tons of profits and become very rich very quickly, and we are humans, even if we turn 1000 dollars into 1 million dollars, we would still use the same method to make that into a billion, and that into 100 billion, so that means there are zero amounts of people who can do that.
Secondly, you are going after recovering what you have lost quickly, all those 5x is still quick, the realistic approach has always been under 50% yearly, and that means you have to wait YEARS before you can have that money back, but that is the realistic version.
Better to be realistic rather than forcing yourself to rush up everything which would really cause another mistake.Just like what have been said earlier that mistakes is normal specially when you are just new into things.
These steps are common for people who do just recently discover it and out of curiosity and some mix of greed then they do hurry and test it out with big amounts without even thinking or preparing on the risk
accompanied with it.
If we do like to succeed on trading career then better not to rush with margin and just try to slowly improve yourself into lower risk ones and later on when you do gain sufficient experience then thats
the time you would consider on going or trying to do margin.