The realization that all the weeks of my life can fit on this table is driving me crazy!
Not just you.
After I have read what you said, it also made me realize that each and every one of us is included. We should live life at the fullest and do things that will make others happy and remember us for being good to them.
Do what can help and change the lives of others positively.
And considering that this year has brought us too much worries, anxieties, sadness, death, we're not even sure if we'll still be here tomorrow, or in the next hour, or even minute.
It's crazy just by thinking about it. So I guess, the best we could do is to cherish every moment that we have, especially with our loved ones, and do what we want to do. And live as if it's our last so we'll be able to make the best out of it.