Here is how 2020 went for me :
January ... lost my tooth went to dentist ,she should have fix it ,payed money still didn't heard from her not even now
February... pandemic started
March ... lost my job
April ... Girlfriend dumped me for good do to fact i am poor and she was only interested in money
May - June ... Lost all my savings at the casinos after lockdown do to fact i entered a depression
It must be a dream ,it's not real ! nothing makes sense anymore ...
F money ,F power ,F fame ,F all materialistic stuff ... i am going back to read the Holy Book as i did something wrong ... and i don't understand what i did ...
What i learned the hard way:the only good way to earn in is life is by working :
blood ,sweet and tears Do not care what people think if you are poor ( you do not need friends that judge you based on how much you have ,they are toxic)
Do not speculate or gamble
Do not try to find money or to become rich
Do not believe in the "American dream" it's fake
The higher you will rise the harder the fall will be
Do not care if other people have more then you, be happy with what you got even if it is nothing
Make sure when you ask a girl out you have zero money in your wallet , and if she accepts to go out with you on a date take zero cash with you ( this way you will find the truth)
Do not climb the" mountain" in life without building concrete stairs first
When in economy books you will see "inflation" , do not get scared of it it's not your problem
Do not care if you will be lonely when you will be old and nobody will take care of you if you will be sick ( we come from earth we go back in to the earth)
Death is the great equalizer ( no matter if you are king or a beggar sooner or later you will die )
Be good as the world is full of darkness !
Whatever the case maybe, always look on the brighter side. Just always be thankful thinking that we are still surviving this pandemic. And hopefully a vaccine will resolved this crisis so we can all go back to our normal lives.