If you don't have motivation to dig deeper into blockchainBitcoin, chances are, maybe it simply might not be your cup of tea and you probably might be better off going for some other industry instead. You don't necessarily need to be involved with Bitcoin to be successful in life. Go pursue stuff that you actually enjoy instead.
I truly like this quote of yours because many people tried to get involved in things like blockchain or crypto industry, even they don't like it or not good at these things. They also assume it is the only way to reach their goals in life because they heard many people became rich with it. It is why I still look for the things I am good at, even cryptocurrency already helps me to become an independent person without asking financial support from my parents because maybe there are other things that I could be rich and reach my dreams.
To be honest, I know a person who has the same experience. Last year of 2019, I tried to convinced that person to buy or invest in cryptocurrency. But he gives up in a just few months because he thinks investing and trading in cryptocurrency is not suitable for him, so he tried to look for his passion to reach his dreams in life. Guess what he definitely find the job that he is good at and he still manage to earn hundreds of dollars from being a freelance graphic artists and a web developer.