Just remember. God sent Jesus Who died on the cross to take the punishment for all our sins. Since God doesn't look at our sins with the idea of punishment any longer, what is God looking at? God is looking at our request to separate ourselves from Him... a request that we are making by our thinking and actions against Him and His Law.
What is God giving us in our request? He is giving us the results of not having Him to guide us and maintain peace in our world.
Why is He giving us our request? Because Jesus said, "Ask and it will be given you, seek and you will find, knock and the door will be opened to you."
But what is God giving to His faithful people who are being killed by wickedness? Revelation 6:11, "Then each of them was given a white robe
[a robe of righteousness], and they were told to wait a little longer, until the full number of their fellow servants, their brothers and sisters, were killed just as they had been."
This life isn't about living here forever. This life is about determining whose side you are going to be on... a friend of God, or a friend of wickedness. When enough time has passed for you to make a proper choice, you will be taken from this life. Blessed are the people who have a long life to make their choice in... and then make the right choice. But God, the great Judge of Justice, will never wrongly judge anyone.
So, while you have time, wake up, and ask God for help, turn from wickedness, believe that God has salvation for you in Jesus, and get into the Bible - particularly the first 4 Books of the New Testament - to find out what God wants from you and the good He is trying to give you.