I'm sorry to hear about your sorry but it seems like you have been a victim of hacking but that isn't a reason enough for you to end your life. That's a big amount but you should just move on from it. There are still lots of chances for you to earn higher than what you've lost 2 years ago. Just accept the fact that you can't have your Bitcoin again and grind harder to earn bigger instead of crying over it. Mourning for it will never change the situation.
I think almost trader, investor and bounty hunter ever got hack and I loss my assets from bounty hunter with bigger amount, you right we have move on from how much stolen our assets and wake up to get more again from cryptocurrency and become experience how to be careful for the future with our assets, I think this more enough how to teach us to keep safety with our assets.