I really don't understand what's wrong with people.
I know, right! I'd suggest staring at the mirror from time to time and see what went wrong
[it works, try it] People are going to extreme lengths, using a lot of resources and man power so that I wouldn't get [scam someone else's] money...
I believe you meant scam someone else's money instead
[FTFY].
I've gone close to 60 day's with out using much of any money...
Good for you
Need a loan to buy street music gear and microfone.
I am absolutely horrible with music and singing,
~Snipped~
I wanna show them that I have the guts to stand in the middle of the street, blast music and get judged by hundreds of people doing something that I've never done before.
Because nobody else in my life has that courage.
You don't need any sort of loan in order to be heard; Get rid of the excuses, get out there and do your thing with nothing but yourself.