Indeed, trying in the
French board, use escrow and
also describe a bit what you want.
Without some effort from your side, I don't see why would somebody bother, especially if your trust rating is already not-so-great.
Anyone who is looking to deal with OP over here or on telegram should see the trust history of the OP. They should be extra careful in any dealing and for whatever task OP is looking for, do not trust him without escrow. That's a small piece of advice from my side.