I know I risk being called names, scammer and so on.
But I am genuinely looking for help.
If I can find someone kind enough to lend me the money, it will be good.
You should try these kind of tactics in a job interview. That would give you better odds of earning money. Maybe some interviewer falls pity on you and agrees to provide a job. Nobody cares about you here (no contribution at all)and your words have no value, stop wasting time and get a good life, lol.
I know you can do it mate 😉