i have 1,3,7 years old kids....
You seem to have forgotten about your 10-year-old.
I have a 4 children 1,3,7,10 ...
But this is just downright pathetic. A grown man incapable of providing for his family - it's genuinely sad. You need a serious wake-up call to get your act together and stop being dead weight and gotta figure out your priorities asap before you drag your whole family down with you. Time to grow up and handle your business!