I don't know how much you want to grow up on the forum. I have encountered many topics like this, in the end what want is never in line with reality.
Are you the patient type?
To grow big in the forum requires patience, it takes a long process to become an established member in the forum. You have to go through stage by stage to get what you want.
Are you the type of person who likes to learn?
On the forum there is a lot of information and education available that can guide Newbies to gain extensive knowledge about how to forum well and about Bitcoin.
To be able to absorb all the information and knowledge that has been shared on the forum, you have to learn more. I suggest you go here as
DYING_S0UL suggested to get knowledge to grow on the forum and about Bitcoin.