I woke up yesterday and I noticed someone has been missing on Bitcoin Talk. It was quieter than it used to be. I often follow my gut, but I thought it may be my mind playing games on me again.
Then I notice BlackHatCoiner had a Personal Message that said 'Farewell, Leo'. I thought, this can not be possible. I hoped it is just a prank. But I soon realized it is not. The beloved o_e_l_e_o of Bitcoin Talk has posted a Farewell. We have to live on this Forum without one of the most notable Members we ever had.
It is a feeling I hate. To me, Leo was always admirable. I received a hefty amount of Merits from them and I always thought, why me and not some body else. I never skipped a word of every post I found from Leo, unless it was something so out of my area of knowledge that I truly could not comprehend. I hate the feeling of waking up to reality and realizing we here are not forever. Many of our members come and go, but many of us go unnoticed. You however think we are the strongest and before you know, reality slaps you right when you thought it never would.
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You wake up one day realizing even this day is not granted for all of us. This moment is however. You are alive now. Otherwise, you would not be here reading my message to you. This is why it is sometimes so important to live in the moment. Not all the time, but sometimes it is important to do so.
When you realize there is not much time left, you start to realize most of the things you have ever done and worked for are actually in vain. You used your time to work for a bigger TV, for a better camera, to renovate your home or buy your own property. You wasted time arguing with strangers, doing courses, fighting for a better future.
Then you realize people around you are vanishing. You realize life means becoming lonelier and the people you used to love talking to become fewer and fewer. You realize you will never hear some of their voices again. You will never hear their laugh and see their smile again.
And then you realize your time is coming too. So what did you really work and fight for all this life?
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Leo is an admirable and notable Member of Bitcoin Talk. I know he will fight the worst and come back here. I do not want to even think about him never coming back. He taught many of us a lot about Privacy. He fought every body who tried to convince Know Your Customer is for our good. He fought for our Rights and Freedom. Against Surveillance and Control.
And that did not happen so he could gain anything. Leo just did not want this world to have a dystopian future. So he fought it.
But back when I wrote about my own problems, a handful of people Private Messaged me. Although we never had a chat before, Leo was among them. So I want to end this Thread by saying a Thank You to o_e_l_e_o and every body else who taught me a lot of the things I know and who are fighting for Privacy and for what Bitcoin should be. Thank you for caring. I do not know if you realize this, but many of you changed sets of minds and lives. Writing your thoughts and sharing your knowledge on Bitcoin Talk may be your normal life, but you may never realize how much change you provoke.
I promised myself I would never write about my own struggles publicly again. It felt like a relief for a while. But then, I felt like that was a subject I should not have touched upon on Bitcoin Talk. And it is a subject I will likely never touch upon again. But after I saw Leo leaving, I felt it is important to write a Thread about him. Leo is one of a kind. A fighter and a good person. He fought for us, now he is fighting on his own and I just know he will succeed.
So Leo, thank you for your existence and I appreciate you for using your precious time to be a Member of Bitcoin Talk. I could not not be emotional reading your Farewell considering it was only last year you cheered me up and offered to help. I want to know you and your family are well. I feel emotional, but I will not cry because I know you will do well.
To put an end to this Thread, I will leave here the warm hearted message I received from Leo only one year ago,
Hey bud,
Just wanted to reach out and wish you and your family all the best for the months and years ahead.
Your ethos on all things privacy and security obviously strongly aligns with my own, and something I strongly respect. Having said that, off this forum I am (REDACTED). While Alzheimer's and mental health in general is absolutely not my area of expertise and while I obviously can't offer personalized medical advice, if there is anything that I can do to help you in any way, (REDACTED) or bitcoin related, please don't hesitate to let me know. I can provide my PGP key should you wish to encrypt any correspondence.
Best wishes,
Leo