I do feel what you are going through, I have been in the same financial level before, married but thankfully my wife was a supporting one and that made all the difference, many days I went without eating a breakfast and my only time I ate in a day was a soup and half a loaf of bread so I can survive. These are definitely bad days, and I can't guarantee you if you will live better days or not, maybe it will all go greater, or maybe it will keep on sucking forever, I don't know.
But I know one thing, "asking for money from strangers as a help" is not a way to get out, people will not end up helping you, at least not here. In the USA they have a gofundme type of website and some people do help, but that's rare situation as well. I don't know how you will solve your issue, maybe you will, maybe you won't, but I can tell you right now that asking money here won't be your solution unfortunately, I wish it was, but it is not.
If a person is really having difficulty in life and feels stuck with no way out, I bet you that they will not be able to stay awake and spend a lot of time writing inspirational things like the OP did. Furthermore, if they really need money, they will rush to work and work, instead of wasting time coming up with ideas to ask others for money, especially asking for money online.
I don't know how much truth there is in this story but I have my doubts about what the OP went through. I don't mean to offend but I guess the OP seems more like a lazy person and a scammer than someone who is actually struggling.
I don't dare say I've been through worse things than others, but there was a time in my life where I couldn't afford to buy milk for my children. So, I understand the feeling of someone who really falls into difficulties and deadlocks in life, it's not like what the OP is expressing.