If i had this option, i wouldnt be here desperate for only 800$. i knew the odds to get the loan are small, but i was hoping someone from Romania would jump here and help, as things could be way easier by giving some tools as collateral.
You say that you are desperate, you also wrote earlier, "
im close to lose everything in life". It doesn't seem at all that you have a plan for how you will return the money you plan to borrow. If you lose everything in your life, I don't see how you will have the priority to pay back a debt for which you did not provide any guarantee.
Also, someone who is desperate and has no money, generously offers 20% interest on a loan, which explains to you as someone who behaves wastefully with money. This is again a signal that you will not have responsibility when servicing the debt.
So, high risk is a mild word for what you're looking for.