If it's illegal in China, it doesn't mean it's illegal in the whole world.
My point was that you want to trade a US-dominated world for a China-dominated world. All I'm saying is that might make things go from bad to worse for you.
You obviously live somewhere where US policy has had very negative effects (I'm guessing you live in Gaza or someplace else in the middle east?), but you should also learn about other places in the world that are free and orderly. And those places have weapons from the other super powers too, so just getting rid of the US doesn't guarantee anything.