Hopeful but Tired

As I sit here my 4 day in a row with next to no sleep I remember that each day is one step closer to the surgery that gives me a 50/50 chance of getting some relief.
I know I posted about my terrible day in a thread before and I have had many since just as bad if not worse I have also had many good days as well.
I have met some of the most wonderful people on here online and now in person. I never thought I would be somewhere that I could talk Bitcoin with people who lived it too. I met some people who changed my life in subtle ways with their words or how they did not treat me horribly because if I am not moving you cannot tell I am disabled.
A friend I met in person there showed me that kindness is the way it should be and not something many give lip service to.

So I am awake at 5:12am shivering in pain I am still hopeful.

I am finishing up my articles and thinking about the future. I hope it holds more than just pain for me but if it does not then I know I am not alone.

I wish you all the best.