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August 04, 2014, 06:00:58 PM |
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Ok even if this is not legit I need to vent. U never wanted to beg but at this point i see no way out. Long history short, I live in spain, the situation here is terribly bad. I can't find a job and I don't think I will ever find a job in my situation. I can't move out to any other countries because im poor so is my family, i have no contacts so no one really cares about a guy with no money, or other contacts to offer, or no special skills, as I had depression as a kid and my grades were really bad. I have some sort of autism that doesn't let me interact in social situations. The drop that has drop that spilled the glass has been because of my pet. My pet is a cat and it got sick recently, i bring it to vet and he said it is some rare condition on, my cat has been walking crippled and pukes food, it's very sad to see. I told them what they can do and they said this rare condition would require a private clinic, scan, vaccines, meds and research. which is about 650€ or more, then about 6000€ for the surgery. Cat is what gives us a smile from time to time in this hard situation. Yes, it may seem pathetic to all of you, but im telling it how it is.
My history with cryptocurrencies hasn't been very lucky as well. As you can see I become active in 2013. For starters I discovered bitcoin back in the day when it still was cheap, but I read about it briefly, and all the news linked it to criminal stuff so I didn't touch it. Then year laters I discovered it exploded in price, I enter in severe depression phase, , which still lasts today, because i coulda have been rich and solve my family's problem and mine. I then tried my best and my hardest to browse this site 24/7 searching for opportunities, by pure luck once in my life I mine the right coin with my shitty GPU and I made 0.2 off doge. I mined a bunch of other useless alts that nowadays are worth 0. I also mined AUR, i was convinced this was great so supported this coin, this was specially painful because I didnt sell, I had like 30, I woke up and it was at 0.15, I was freaking out and I was going to call my dad telling him how I made like near 2000 dollar at the time out of nowhere, for once make him proud. I didnt sell because I thought, "this is the first ever nation crypto, im sure it will keep growing, im gonna sell at at least 0.2", well, you know the rest. I waited and waited "this is just a dip" I thought. "It will go back up". Well, I finally sold my 30 AUR for peanuts as the coin was dying. Then DRK, I totally missed on this opportunity to make real bank specially if you were these lucky ass linux miners, and I also didn't bought. I didint bough BC as well. There hasnt been any big opportunities beside that that I know, maybe NAUT... but man this is just pure luck at this point because coins dont really offer anything, at this point it's so random. I lost money with Maza, another letdown. So yeah, I continue searching for opportunities as more and more and more shitcoins appear. I start seeing everything as the same, clones everywhere, gimmick coins everywhere... at this point I start thinking this is pointless. I think today the only worth-it coin is Monero and only a couple other more, so is the coin I support so far, I moved all of my doge into monero, im glad I did as doge went really low lately after i did. Unfortunately Monero is frozen for now and I only have 40 anyway so it's not like I will ever be rich and solve anything. Mining nowadays is totally pointless for me. I remember back in the day when doge was new, you could still make some, but nowadays for every single coin even random shitcoins, there is always someone with insane hashing power that makes it impossible for guys like me to get anything. I had my 1 BTC goal in my mind and year+ later i still never had even 1 BTC. I can't call my dad again when I still don't have anything to show. I try my best but fuck it, this is just too much pain. I never deserved this shit. The guys that bullied me are now directives in companies thanks to their dad connections while im stuck in here rotting.
I've also tried internet marketing, but I was never ever able to make good profits, eventually ran out of money because i didnt have more for pay for the hosting, my sites never had enough traffic for it to be sustainable.
So lately the cat thing happened and this what broke my composure. Can't take this shit no more. Everything takes money first to create some money and im in a situation were its imposible to make any to start with. I cant even work in mcdonalds. I was bullied at school and I have self stem issues, im very incompetent and I have difficulties trying to learn new things. My english is decent as you can see so i tried to give classes, its useless because i cant really teach grammar, i learned it all watching movies and games... or i cant teach how to talk it as my accent is horrible and i havent got no friends to talk with, im 26 so I have little hope of finding a job, if you are not from spain you dont know the situation. you can browse my posting history to see im not frauding, or you can tell admins to check IP. Please considering my situation. If you have never been on a dead end situation you don't know this feel. Sorry for the extra rant but I had to vent out and tell someone.
Any disinterested donation is very wellcomed, will help for my pet, and also for try to make more money out of it. I know some of the guys here were lucky enough to be in the right spot at the right time and or wise enough to be the pioneers and own thousands of bitcoin, so I hope someone can help me. I will try to keep trying to suport cryptocurrencies. This can save us and we will remember forever.
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