My stress levels rise when people depend on me.
I can most certainly understand that.
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You'rs similar.
I've been there, although I've learned not to be too hard on myself. It's the result of having been in extremely tough situations again and again; so tough and nasty ones that the scale of things looks totally different to me now than, say, ten years ago.
It's an immensely positive sign in a human being that he actually cares about others and their well-being so much that if he fails to maintain the level of requirements he has set for himself, he rather blames himself than others for it. Most would start shouting at those demanding him to keep his promises - whether or not the demands were real or his own imagination.
The only problem is if this feeling of being responsible grows so strong that it actually prevents the person in question from functioning. That's certainly something very familiar to me, and I've come to the conclusion that it's better for both me and those who I wish to serve that I do not take things too seriously. That doesn't mean becoming unreliable or slipping away from the made deals and promises - quite the contrary, actually. It merely means understanding that overkill is overkill also when it comes to feeling responsible about other people.
So it's annoying as fuck, and I never did get a porn actress to appear naked with the coins.
Annoying it certainly is.
I've got a bunch of super hot chicks that I still haven't had the time to ask for the favor, and I know there will be many who'll be more than happy to hop aboard. One super hot lady has in fact already agreed quite some time ago; I've just been so overwhelmed with work work work that things haven't had the chance to progress. She's a top notch model though, been in the covers of many magazines - not a porn actress, but I can guarantee you she's hot as hell and does not lack courage to do kinky enough shots for the coins. She's listed at one of the best known agencies in Finland. We'll just need to work the details out.
Best of luck, and hope your dog is okay.
To you as well. As gloomy as things may feel right now it's going to pass - soonish, I believe.
My dog is actually having some health problems; don't know what exactly is wrong but he's been really sick today. I hope it's just something he's eaten and will be ok in a day or two.
-j.
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