Hello
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I was so regret because I though that idea, because I trusted a lot of to a company that I spent a few hundred dollars, because I was so stupid/fool/idiot <insert your insults> ... My court is in a few months. Probably I will get 36 years according to lawyers.
Also I'm seeing I got about 60k$ in my bank account, never paid taxes.
What's now?
I'm staying in a student dorm, I have 3k$ left in my PayPal account. A few dollar in my pocket too. But I'm not desperate too much..
Maybe judge forgives me, but I will never forgive myself and I will commit suicide before court or run away from country.
And a big thanks to all forum users who read "my life", as I said, I just want to confess.
Goodbye.
If you regret it so much, make up for it.
Help someone. Reach to the needy. and then you will be able to forgive yourself.
Don't do anything stupid, since you will lose your chance at making the world a little better.
Don't give up. You can still do it.