If you're limited on sMerit, I don't blame you. But if you're a Merit source that can barely empty it's source, it doesn't matter if you send it to someone who doesn't forward it.
If you normally send 1 per post, you can do 2 per post. Or 5, 10, 20... You can go back and merit posts you merited in the past. Some merit sources do that. It happens that you get merited for things you wrote 1 year ago by the same person who merited you at that time.
I could call myself a sMerit hoarder by now.
I am sure you have 3 or 4 times the source merit allocation that I have, so I am not surprised you have difficulties emptying those source bags and then having to distribute your own sMerits. You distribute merits, whether they are sMerits or your source merits is of no importance to me. You can't be considered a hoarder just because you never get to touch your sMerits.
You would be a hoarder if the sent merit summary on your profile was empty.
But in your case, it isn't. Much merits. Great sendings.