Looking for any donations possible please

[Ineedezcoins]

My girlfriend and I are both schizophrenic and neither of us are able to get medicare. I need more than anything to see a psychiatrist and get on the proper medications I need to enjoy life again. However I have not had any luck finding a job since I have never had a license and cant afford to keep a phone on. Anyhow Q fucking Q right, if your well off to help me out in any amount possible please do so using the link in my sig. Otherwise I am sorry if poverty offends you, I hate asking for help more than anything. That said I am a damn good artist and writer if you need some work done PM me the details and I will gladly help you out.

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[Ineedezcoins]

I have actually looked into it just because my prescriptions are expensive and believe it or not actual pills are even more expensive on there. Woe is me I guess

[Ineedezcoins]

For prescription medication it certainly is! I do not like taking anti-psychotics I feel like they rob me of something important. Something that makes me me. I am lucky that I am not as bad off as my girlfriend she has to take them or she would be having full blown hallucinations all the time. She is on 800-1200mgs of seroqil a day just to stay in her right mind and it hurts me very much that she just doesnt feel emotion like she should anymore. I tend to go manic but its enjoyable to some extent however coupled with my adhd I can never concentrate on any one thing long enough to accomplish my goals. Adderal is 150 dollars a month from a doctor here and its a lot more than that on SR.. I haven't been to a Dr in years because I was homeless from 16 on. I just want to get a psych evaluation and see whats changed. Nothing tastes good nothing is fun or truely enjoyable I sleep for 3 or 4 hours at most very erratically. I just want to be able to function with out feeling like I would be better off dead in the road. Once again though Q fucking Q everyone has it rough this is a shitty world we live in. Those that want to help me more than anything are poorer than I am and those that could help me just do not give a shit. 80+ views on this thread and I have not received one single donation. Id be better off talking to myself I guess. Its okay though, I have low expectations of this world.

[Chang Hum]

For prescription medication it certainly is! I do not like taking anti-psychotics I feel like they rob me of something important. Something that makes me me. I am lucky that I am not as bad off as my girlfriend she has to take them or she would be having full blown hallucinations all the time. She is on 800-1200mgs of seroqil a day just to stay in her right mind and it hurts me very much that she just doesnt feel emotion like she should anymore. I tend to go manic but its enjoyable to some extent however coupled with my adhd I can never concentrate on any one thing long enough to accomplish my goals. Adderal is 150 dollars a month from a doctor here and its a lot more than that on SR.. I haven't been to a Dr in years because I was homeless from 16 on. I just want to get a psych evaluation and see whats changed. Nothing tastes good nothing is fun or truely enjoyable I sleep for 3 or 4 hours at most very erratically. I just want to be able to function with out feeling like I would be better off dead in the road. Once again though Q fucking Q everyone has it rough this is a shitty world we live in. Those that want to help me more than anything are poorer than I am and those that could help me just do not give a shit. 80+ views on this thread and I have not received one single donation. Id be better off talking to myself I guess. Its okay though, I have low expectations of this world.

You can get them from the telly mate, ask the telly

[Ineedezcoins]

I can get what precisely from the telly?

[Ineedezcoins]

Guess I am screwed then it's okay I kind of figured as much for a long time now. Television is bleh I watch whatever I want to watch whenever and however I want to watch it, screw big brother fake media bullshit and commercialism.

[CJGoodings]

Fuk the goats, i want cheese...

[Ineedezcoins]

Yeap. Adblock+ is a must. I however prefer to torrent. X-files, Farscape, Stargate, Warehouse 13, Eureka, Supernatural ect I think I could quite literally go on forever. Despite them being great shows its always been more than that for me its escapism. When I was a kid I used to devour every book I could get my hands on for the same reason. The mind is such a wonderful thing I am fascinated by perception.

[Domrada]

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Interesting.  My friend, the Nigerian princess, signs all of her emails the same way.  Juana Scamme, is that you?

[SysRun]

Hey OP, sorry to hear about your problems. Unfortunately I don't think you'll find anyone willing to give you anything other than a little trolling on here.

[CJGoodings]

Might as well change your handle to IneedYOURezcoins

[Ineedezcoins]

Hah I truely do not mind lol. Laughter is a useful donation too. Troll away! I have always wanted to RP as a Nigerian princess >.>

[juhakall]

I don't think having those SatoshiDice transactions in your donation address transaction history helps getting more donations.

[Chang Hum]

Have you got a portfolio or examples of your art work?

[Ineedezcoins]

This whole thing is totally new to me man I was just looking for the best way to turn a useful profit. I thought 85 percent chance to win 33 percent increase on each bet awesome this is sure to work. Yet I forgot to factor in the fact that god hates me lol. I just wanted to try and stretch my last 50 bucks I now know that it was a mistake. Doesn't help matters that the first attempt to get coin here I immediately got scammed for 58 bucks >.<

[Chang Hum]

Of my art no. Of my writing yes here you go http://allpoetry.com/poems/by/Voximation alot of it is older. I am working on a novel now with my gf but its not ready yet. I dont like to flaunt my art I am not as amazing at it as my gf. However it is still a passion.

You're really good mate, but I think poetry's about personal expression and not something anyone is ever going to buy from you. Professional gambling is also a bad idea as it's an oxymoron. You're best bet is probably going to be getting a job.

[Ineedezcoins]

Yeah I know it =/ I just moved back into this state to be close to my gf and family and not having a car or phone coupled with me being a serious antisocial shut in is making finding a job very difficult. I do not believe in excuses though. I have been working 40+ hours a week since I was 15 I just kind of hunkered down when given the chance. Poetry does not sell at all other than compilations and even then not very well. I am working on my first novel but its so hard for me to write when I cant focus and it seems pointless.

[Chang Hum]

Yeah I know it =/ I just moved back into this state to be close to my gf and family and not having a car or phone coupled with me being a serious antisocial shut in is making finding a job very difficult. I do not believe in excuses though. I have been working 40+ hours a week since I was 15 I just kind of hunkered down when given the chance. Poetry does not sell at all other than compilations and even then not very well. I am working on my first novel but its so hard for me to write when I cant focus and it seems pointless.

To be honest the real money to be made in poetry is through what's called "vanity publishing" which is the art of taking money from people who believe they are good at poetry and are willing to bet on their beliefs financially. Vanity publishers are probably the only people that perpetuate the myth that there's money to be made in compilations.

With the greatest of respect not having a car or phone is an extremely pathetic excuse not to get a job. If for some extraordinary reason you or your girlfriend don't have a phone between you then you should consider investing $5 on Ebay on a perfectly usable 2nd hand one with a pay as you go SIM card. As you will be in the same dire set of circumstances until you find a job, you should get tunnel vision looking for one until you succeed.

1 month from now I want you to look back on this advice I have given you and just pay me whatever you think it was worth.

[Ineedezcoins]

I have an Iphone 4 and I have unlocked it and put it on a walmart 50 bucks a month plan. My gf lives about 30 minutes away with her dying elderly mother. Like I said I am well aware that I am making excuses. I could put more effort into walking around and filling out apps. I could even give them my moms number and have her take messages for me. However I just can't. I know that probably does not make a whole lot of sense to you but I need to see a psychiatrist. I have been self medicating for years and I am sick of it. My back ground is very complicated and is not something I would like to get into great details about on a open forum =/ Never the less things will get better or I will die. At this point I do not really care which happens first.

[ErebusBat]

I have an Iphone 4 and I have unlocked it and put it on a walmart 50 bucks a month plan. My gf lives about 30 minutes away with her dying elderly mother. Like I said I am well aware that I am making excuses. I could put more effort into walking around and filling out apps. I could even give them my moms number and have her take messages for me. However I just can't. I know that probably does not make a whole lot of sense to you but I need to see a psychiatrist. I have been self medicating for years and I am sick of it. My back ground is very complicated and is not something I would like to get into great details about on a open forum =/ Never the less things will get better or I will die. At this point I do not really care which happens first.

Not to be a dick but two questions I honestly thought:  how can you afford a computer + interwebz and an iphone if you are in such dire straights?