Our Story
Its really hard for right now to understand why and to move on, We have been living together for 4 years just Live in not yet married and the 3 and half years are so great for us but then suddenly one day she began to be cold on me. I understand that, we are both working in day, So she doesn't wait for for dinner because I am always late to go home. But I noticed when I got home early, even if she's still awake she doesn't talk to me anymore, she just sleep immediately if I'm there beside, also there is no sex happening no us either kiss in coming 5 months because she doesn't want it she said to me. That's why I began to drink alcohol almost every day, My friends said that she has another guy, but I didn't believe. Then she suddenly decided to live with her relatives living me on my own, after she left I also return back to home to my family. Then after a week, she begins ignoring my calls, text. almost 2 weeks she didn't bother to text or call me, But I forced myself because I love her so much so I call her up again and she responded and she said will talk in the afternoon at there cousins house. And that's the day she broke my heart to pieces saying that she doesn't love me anymore we both cry at that time. I told her if there is someone another guy that she loves, she said no and nothing. After 2 months from our breakup, someone told me that she had a boyfriend from facebook posted there. She In a relationship. I feel so angry and heart aches so much that I wanna die, Even if I'm a guy cried and cried because it hurts so much! I gave her everything I even left my family for her and now I don't know what to do. I really don't know how to start again.
For now, I am focusing on my online job and making myself busy and fit jogging every morning just forget about her.
Please give me some pieces of advice
