Sorry guys if my collateral not worth my loan, but this account is really under my control. All of you can see my sign message from my old address. My email has changed just because this account have ever used for collateral my loan before. Sorry and i'll lock this thread.
If that is the case then how about trying to request again another loan to those people who give you loan before.
They already know you (in case you will used the same address) so there is a chance that they might give you another loan*
(maybe). Just give it a try.
