I was not born a bad person, but because of all the hardship I had in my life I discovered how sweet revenge feels.
There comes a time when it's too much and you can't take it anymore.
And you dream year after year of undoing the injustice that has been done upon you.
And when the moment comes, it's delicious.
They can see your eyes being cold, but you feel your own heart burning like hot embers.
It feels good for a short time, but never feels as good as you think it would. It's the planning that seems more satisfying, you get to vent all your feelings in that. It isn't worth going through with it, it just never feels as good.